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narkomania mxolod daavadeba rodia, igi cxovrebis wesia, gza, romelsac adamiani inteleqtis, sxeulisa da sulis ganadgurebamde mihyavs. samwuxarod, karga xania es saSineli seni Cveni realobis nawilad iqca. bevrma narkomanebis erTi SexedviT amocnobac ki iswavla, axloblebsa da megobrebs Soris maT arsebobasac Seegua
aravisTvisaa saidumlo, rom axalgazrdebis did nawils ama Tu im narkotikisTvis erTxel mainc gausinjavs gemo. televiziiT Tu presiT TiTqmis amomwurav informacias viRebT am damRupveli senis Sesaxeb da mainc. . . narkomanTa raodenoba dRiTi dRe izrdeba.
Zalian rTulia sakuTar TavSi im Zalis povna, narkotikebze uars rom gaTqmevinebs. dRes swored iseTi axalgazrda kaci minda gagacnoT, romelmac, yvela sirTulis miuxedavad, wamalze uaris Tqma SeZlo. 4 welia, rac narkotiks aRar moixmars da yoveldRiurad cdilobs, ukeTesi gaxdes. rogor moaxerxa es da ra iyo misTvis cxovrebis axali furclidan dawyebis mizezi, amaze Tavad gvesaubreba.
– 16 wlis viyavi, roca megobrebi klubSi gasarTobad wavediT. davlieT da plaJze gadavediT. erT-erTma sakmaod didi raodenobis Tanxa ipova. ra Tqma unda, gagvixarda, magram es sixaruli axla jojoxeTurad maxsendeba. fuli garTobaSi davxarjeT, arc `plans~ viklebdiT. . . erTi amxanagi SegviCnda, modi, narkotiks `gavCiTav~, gavsinjoT, Tu ar mogvewoneba Tavi davaneboTo. vidre amas gavbedavdi, vamtkicebdi – aseTi ram mxolod unebisyofo biWebs emarTebaT-meTqi. ar mjeroda, rom Tu `wamals~ erTxel mainc gavsinjavdi, mere Tavis danebeba aseTi rTuli iqneboda. abebi gadavylapeT. . . simarTle giTxraT, ar momewona. ufro metic, Tavidan cudad gavxdi, magram Semdeg Cems gonebaSi raRac moxda. meored miRebis survili rom gamovTqvi, miTxres, es ase iolad saSovneli araa, Tu ginda, fuli unda moitanoo. mSoblebs Tanxa uproblemod gamovarTvi – egonaT, paemanze mivdiodi da mamam daunaneblad momca. meoredac momces, mesamedac, magram roca fulis Txovnas sistematuri xasiaTi miveci, raRac ieWves – amdeni sad migaqvso? erTi periodi mamowmebdnen kidec, magram kargad viniRbebodi da verafers xvdebodnen. . . mokled, narkotikze damokidebuli gavxdi. mogvianebiT Seyvarebulma gaigo es ambavi da qveyanas mosdo. cxadia, simarTlem Cemi mSoblebis yuramdec miaRwia. hoda, vin icis, ra ar gaakeTes saimisod, rom `wamlis~ gadagdebaSi damxmarebodnen. ramdenime Tve monasterSic vcxovrobdi. ar meSvela. roca saxlSi davbrundi, raki abebs veRar vSoulobdi, nemsis keTeba daviwye. ojaxi da naTesaoba gavamware da moviZule. rac ki mebada, `lomkis~ moxsnas mivaxarje. sakmaod mdidari ojaxi gavaRaribe. ramdenjerme vcade Tavis danebeba, magram mtanjvel tkivilebs ver moverie, kinaRam gavgiJdi. . . roca verafers vSoulobdi, cota xniT Tavs vanebebdi, magram isev viwyebdi, – gviyveba respondenti.
Cveni werilis gmiris aseTi cxovrebiT gamwarebulma ojaxis wevrebma masTan yovelgvari urTierToba gawyvites . . .
– vxvdebodi, rom danebebis moklevadiani receptebi Cveulebrivi satyuaraa, miraJi. . . es xangrZlivi procesia, gauTavebeli brZola mravali dacemiT, kvlav wamodgomiT, didi tkiviliT. realurad, narkomanis mTeli cxovreba danebeba-dawyebaSi gadis. droTa ganmavlobaSi `kaifiT~ tkboba neldeba. ikeTeb mxolod erTi mizniT – ar iyo im wyeul mdgomareobaSi, romelsac `lomka~ hqvia. bevri mifiqria, rogor SeiZleboda ase davcemuliviyavi, zrdasrul mamakacs Tavmoyvareoba srulad damekarga da mecxovra im wumpeSi, narkomanias rom axlavs?! yoveldRe veZebdi gamosavals, romelic ar Canda. . .
roca fiqrobda, rom am `mojadoebul~ wres veRarafriT gaarRvevda, moxda is, ramac gadaarCina, stimuli misca da mizani dausaxa. . . .
– Seyvarebuli, romelTanac wlebis ganmavlobaSi mqonda urTierToba, erTxelac mirekavs da meubneba, rom orsuladaa. Tavidan SemeSinda, radgan vicodi, colad arasodes gamomyveboda. . . mamobisTvis mzad ar viyavi. miTxra, bavSvs gavaCen, magram SenTan ver vicxovrebo. gega TbilisSi daibada. ramdenime TveSi Camovidnen da Cemi Svili pirvelad rom davinaxe, mivxvdi, rom amis Semdeg yvelaferi unda Semecvala. . . wlamde dedasTan izrdeboda, magram vcdilobdi, xSirad menaxa da didi dro dameTmo misTvis, erTi wlis Semdeg ki sakiTxi davayene – bavSvi CemTan icxovrebs-meTqi. Tavidan, ra Tqma unda, yvela winaaRmdegi iyo – sakuTari TavisTvis ver migixedavs, bavSvs rogor gazrdi da ra unda aswavloo. miuxedavad imisa, rom marto vcxovrob da aravin meyoleboda damxmare, vTqvi, rom wamals aRar gavekarebodi da yvelafers gavakeTebdi, rom Svili CemTan yofiliyo. aravis sjeroda Cemi. . . Zalian didi dro damWirda, rom yvela damerwmunebina – Svilia erTaderTi, vinc cxovrebis axali furclidan dawyebaSi damexmareboda. masze zrunva pasuxismgeblobiT damtvirTavda da Turme swored es mWirdeboda yvelze metad, – ambobs Cveni respondenti.
asec moxda – ukve 3 welia, rac Svils damoukideblad, sruliad marto zrdis.
– yvelafers vukeTeb, rac sWirdeba, yvela survils vusruleb da roca mis siyvaruls vgrZnob, es warmoudgenlad maZlierebs. wamlisken gaxedvac aRar mindeba. . . vici, rom mxolod misi gulisTvis unda gavxde kargi. Tu sakuTar Tavs vavne, misTvis mainc samagaliTo mama unda viyo! mivxvdi, rom `kaifi~ fxizel cxovrebaSia! ise SeveCvie amgvari cxovrebis wess, rom is Cemi gaxda. yvelasTvis – gatanjuli mSoblebisTvis, debisTvis, Cemi Svilis dedisTvis, megobrebisTvis me var praqtikulad erTaderTi imedi, magaliTi, yovel SemTxvevaSi, me ase vuyureb sakuTar Tavs. maT sjeraT, rom maTi Svili, Zma da megobari gamovida narkotikis tyveobidan. gind siamaye uwodeT, gind sxva ram, me es roli momwons da amden adamians ver gavawbileb! – meubneba adamiani, romlis magaliTi marTlac gadamdebi unda iyos bevrisTvis, visac Svilebic hyavT.
marTalia, miCneulia, rom narkomania TiTqmis ukurnebeli senia, faqtia, rom aris milionobiT adamiani, romlebic gaTavisufldnen am Wirisgan, amitom narkotikebze damokidebulebis gandevnis da izolirebis nacvlad, iqneb davfiqrdeT, mainc riTi SegviZlia davexmaroT, rogor miviyvanoT `wamlisTvis~ Tavis danebebis aucileblobis gancdamde?! isini garSemo myofebze metad itanjebian sakuTari ubedurebiT. vfiqrobT, sazogadoeba gverdiT unda daudges `dakargul cxvrebs~ da gzis gakvalvaSi daexmaros.
