ბელა ქებურია: დავიბადე იმისთვის, რომ… ვწერო და მიყვარდეს!
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inteleqtiTa da saTnoebiT gamorCeul baTumel qalbaton bela qeburias yvela icnobs, rogorc SesaniSnav poets da moqalaqes. is aris mravali wignis avtori da literaturuli premiebis laureati, poeti, romelsac usazRvrod uyvars Tavisi qveyana, buneba, yoveli suldgmuli.
– davibade. . .
– albaT, imisTvis, rom. . . vwero da miyvardes!
– vwer. . .
– bavSvobidan. maxsovs, dawyebiT klasebSi erT-erTma maswavlebelma Cemi leqsebi daiwuna, Tan mimteveblurad miRimoda. Semdeg sami weli araferi damiweria, Tumca, roca wera isev daviwye, mTeli ori weli aravis vaCvenebdi. mxolod mecxre klasSi gavbede da Tbilisis saxelmwifo universitetidan Camosul `pirvel sxivelTa~ winaSe warvsdeqi. studentur Jurnals da axalgazrda mwerlebs maSin profesori tariel kvanWilaSvili xelmZRvanelobda. etyoba, maTma maSindelma Sefasebebma cota `wamaTamama~ da iqidan moyolebuli dRemde `wili nayari maqvs~ mwerlobasTan.
– miyvars. . .
– `gaRviZebuli~, niWieri da keTilad moazrovne adamiani.
– vpatiob. . .
– zogs uceb, zogs garkveuli drois mere, gaaCnia xasiaTs da `danaSaulis~ simZimes, sabolood yvelafers viviwyeb, radgan SeuZlebelia, zogadad, Cemi qveynisTvis arakeTilmosurneTa garda, vinme mZuldes. xdeba xolme, rom vxvdebi adamians, romelmac vici, raRac mawyenina, magram ra – ver vixseneb.
– vgrZnob. . .
– `mkerdqveS isev mifeTqavs guli~. . . madloba ufals, rom jer kidev miZlebs. . . adamians Turme imodena guli hqonia, ramxela muWic aqvs. hoda, Cemi muWis mixedviT Tu vimsjelebT, masSi mxolod siyvarulis adgilia da xandaxan. . . mciredi gabrazebisac.
– sevdas vumklavdebi. . .
– marto.
– Sinagani xma. . .
– iSviaTad mRalatobs.
– kosmosi. . .
– Cemi siyvarulia, arasdros mwyindeba internet-samyaroTi kosmosSi `xetiali~, SemiZlia dRe da Rame gavaerTiano da ise vuyuro `disqaverze~ dokumentur filmebs.
– xelaxla rom davbadebuliyavi. . .
– kosmonavti namdvilad ar gavxdebodi (Caketil sivrces ver vuZleb, Tumc klaustrofobia ar mWirs), magram am sferos aucileblad gavyvebodi da Savi materiis mimarTulebiT vimuSavebdi.
– meSinia. . .
– gulgrilobis da `TevzisTvaleba~ adamianebis.
– ar SemiZlia. . .
– siZulvili.
– upatiebeli codva. . .
– uflis da samSoblos Ralati!
– guli miCuydeba. . .
– siyvarulis upirobo gamovlinebaze. . . ubralo adamianebis erTmaneTisadmi Tanadgomasa da siyvaruls, emigrantebis gasaocar sikeTesa da siyvaruls samSoblosadmi, TaobaTa Soris Tbil da siyvaruliT savse damokidebulebas roca vxedav, guli marTlac miCuydeba. erTxel avtosadgurSi vnaxe aseTi kadri: axalgazrda biWs marjvena xeli moxuci bebosTvis mxarze gadaexvia, marcxenaTi ki sakmaod didi CanTa mihqonda. imodena siyvaruli Canda, cremlebi ver Sevikave. yvela maT uyurebda.
– vkiTxulob. . .
– romen rolanis `Jan kristofs~, mgoni. . . mesamed. saocrad esadageba Tanamedroveobas. es wigni eZRvneba `yvela eris Tavisufal sulebs, romlebic itanjebian, ibrZvian da gaimarjveben!~.
– veZeb. . .
– yvelgan, yvelaferSi saintereso masalas, istorias, adamianTa saintereso tipaJebs, magram yvelaze metad . . . ufals, mis gamovlinebas TiToeul adamianSi, saqcielSi, saero da sasuliero pirebSi, yvelaze metad ki CemSi da xandaxan saswaulTan miaxlebac xdeba xolme. . .
– vbrazdebi. . .
– Znelad, magram Tu gavbrazdi, mTac ver damidgeba win.
– vimaxsovreb. . .
– wamebs, fotokadriviT, roca bedniereba varskvlavis cimcimiviT gamoanaTebs da. . . qreba!
– mwams. . .
– uflis da iveriis gabrwyinebis!
– vemadlierebi. . .
– ufals, meuRles, adamianTa umetesobas, gangebas, rom qarTvelad gamaCina. . . saerTod, madliereba saocari sityvaa. daakvirdiT: madli-eri anu madlis matarebeli eris Svili var, amis gacnobierebazec ki maJrJolebs!
– bedniereba aris. . .
– Zveli laTinelebis gamoTqmis perifrazi rom gavakeToT – `mowyvetil wamTa~ erToblioba!
– mesizmreba. . .
– xSirad, Tan feradi sizmrebi. klinikuri sikvdili maqvs gadatanili. . . maxsovs, saocari adgili iyo da sanetaro SegrZneba mqonda. Zil-RviZilSi roca var, sul imave xilvas vxedav, sizmarSive vici, rom es sizmaria da vcdilob, ar damaviwydes. . . Tvalis gaxelisTanave mainc maviwydeba, magram SegrZnebebi – ara!
– vexmarebi. . .
– ramdenadac SevZleb, vis ra sWirdeba, imis mixedviT, magram amaze xmamaRali laparaki CemTvis miuRebelia.
– es saukune. . .
– guls miCqarebs, araa Cemi epoqa. . .
– vfiqrob. . .
– imdenad dinamikuri, Cqari, stresuli droa, fiqris dro ar mrCeba, amitom aTasi fiqri baliSze Tavmidebuls mesxmis Tavs. . . da uZilobac garantirebulia!
– menatreba. . .
– deda da 1989 wlis 9 aprils rom iyo, iseTi qarTveloba!
– samSoblo. . .
– leqsiT gipasuxebT:
g- imzer. . .
g- exebi. . .
g- isunTqav. . .
g- ismen. . .
g- isinjav cremlis fersa da gemos,
albaT damexSo xuTive grZnoba,
an es Sen ar xar, mamulo Cemo!
– qalaqi, romelSic vcxovrob, hgavs. . .
– piriqiT, aRarafers hgavs. dakarga misi saxe, individualoba, momxibvleloba, daxvewiloba da zomiereba. . . aRarc evropulia, arc aziuri da arc Tanamedrove. vixrCobi sunTqviTac, mzeriTac da arsebiTac. . . ociode wlis win griboedovis quCidan firosmanze gadavediT sacxovreblad erTi martivi mizezis gamo – Canda zRva, mTebi da ardaganis tba, WikWikebdnen Citebi. . . mSvidi ubani iyo, zustad iseTi, rogorsac poeti inatrebs. axla zRvas, mTas, tbas vin Civis, cac aRar Cans.
– wigni, kompiuteri da me. . .
– mSvenivrad vewyobiT. bevri Cemi Tanatolisgan gansxvavebiT, kompiuteri kargad aviTvise da amisTvis vemadlierebi Cems megobar lela razmaZes, romelmac Jurnal `zRvaurze~ muSaobisas `maiZula~ bevri ram meswavla, wigni ki Cemi mudmivi Tanamgzavria.
– xelovneba – Cems cxovrebaSi. . .
– oazisia, sadac cxovrebiseuli qartexilebisas sulis moTqma SemiZlia. erTicaa, SemeZlo damewera – xelovneba Cems cxovrebaSi umniSvnelovanesia-meTqi, magram amas azri ar aqvs, vinaidan piriqiT ufro mainteresebs, ramdenad viqnebi xelovnebisTvis anu am SemTxvevaSi, mwerlobisTvis saintereso da ra adgils momiCens.
– sayvareli fraza. . .
– `Semoqmedebas zarmacebi ar uyvars~, oRond ar maxsovs, visi sityvebia, Soreuli bavSvobidan momyveba da avtori ar maxsovs.
– kiTxva sakuTar Tavs. . .
– ra aris iqiT, materialurad cnobiers miRma. . . es kiTxva mTeli cxovreba Tan mdevs.
