ნანა ქარდავა: არსადაც არ წამოვსულვარ, სოხუმელად დავრჩი
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Jurnal `riwas~ mTavari redaqtori, giorgi ServaSiZis premiis laureati, cnobili mwerali da publicisti nana qardava afxazeTidan ltolvil im Rirseul adamianebs Sorisaa, siZneleebsa da omiT miyenebul tkivilebs medgrad rom daxvdnen da TavianTi gamorCeuli saqmianobiT aRviveben patriotul suliskveTebas. qalbatoni nana dRes Cveni stumaria.
davibade da daibada es samyaroc
es iyo soxumSi 1968 wlis martis bolos. rogorc miTxres, im dRes wvimda . . . SeiZleba amitomac miyvars soxumuri wvima gansakuTrebiT. sxvaTa Soris, afxazeTis wvimis gansakuTrebulobas TviT galaktioni aRniSnavs leqsSi `afxazeTis wvima miyvars, ici rad?~ adamianTan erTad ibadeba sruliad gansakuTrebuli, mxolod am adamianisTvis gankuTvnili samyaro. ase moxda Cems SemTxvevaSic . . . Cems samyaroSi gamudmebiT vimkvidreb Tavs da vcdilob, sxvebsac vuwilado yvelaferi, rac masSi saukeTesod mimaCnia.
gza mwerlobisa
wera bavSvobaSi daviwye. ar megona, ro odesme mwerali, literatori da Jurnalis redaqtori gavxdebodi. miT ufro, rom Tbilisis samedicino institutis damTavrebis Semdeg 11 weli vimuSave pediatrad, Tumca yovelTvis vgrZnobdi, rom es ar iyo Cemi mowodeba. darwmunebuli var, adamianma ar unda imuSaos mxolod materialuri anazRaurebisTvis, mTavaria, sulieri kmayofileba moganiWos saqmem, romelsac Rirseulad emsaxurebi. es xom yoveldRiurobacaa da SemoqmedisTvis Zalian Znelia, akeTebdes im saqmes, romelsac ar ganicdis. amitomac eqimobas Tavi davanebe da 1998 wlidan saqarTvelos mweralTa kavSiris afxazeTis ganyofilebaSi daviwye muSaoba. TbilisSi, maCablis quCa #13-Si mdebare mweralTa saxli, sadac, CemTvis samudamod, mweralTa kavSiria, wlebis ganmavlobaSi iyo bednierebis, Semoqmedebisa da gamoCenil mwerlebTan urTierTobis jadosnuri kera. dReisTvis 12 wignis avtori var. momwons prozaSi muSaoba, magram publicistika Cemi stiqiaa. bolo naSromic publicisturia.
gvaxsovdes afxazeTi!
30 wlis ganmavlobaSi TiTqos gabanalurda sityvebi: `gvaxsovdes afxazeTi!~, magram arseboben adamianebi, romlebisTvisac es azrovnebisa da moRvaweobis amosavali wertilia, sicocxlis arsia. me aseTi adamiani var. meoTxed saukuneze metia, rac afxazeTis qarTveloba gamogvaZeves da devnilebad gvaqcies, magram me arsadac ar wamovsulvar, soxumelad davrCi da jiutad mjera, rom Cemi winapris naSeneb saxlSi me ufro vcxovrob, vidre fizikurad iq myofi romelime separatisti. mTeli Cemi Segnebuli cxovreba mivuZRveni afxazeTis Temaze muSaobas. aTobiT moTxrobis avtori var, aTobiT publicisturi kvlevac Camitarebia arqivebsa da sxvadasxva fondSi. var fotokoleqcioneri. 62 foto Sevagrove da gamoveci wigni `mecxramete saukunis afxazeTi fotoportretebSi~. am Temaze ramdenime gamofena Cavatare TbilisSi, quTaissa da zugdidSi. wels momeniWa qarTuli kulturis amagdaris wodeba. es didi pativia da vamayob, rasakvirvelia.
saxli uCvenod daberebula
soxumSi `usaxelo~ quCis rva nomerSi vcxovrobdi. separatistebma bevr quCas Seucvales saxeli, magram Cems quCas dRemde `bezimiannaia~ ewodeba da arc numeracia Secvlila. wels soxumidan fotoebi rom gamomigzavnes, vnaxe, araferi Secvlila, ubralod, Cveni saxlis abridan qarTuli gvari mouSorebiaT da saxlic daberebula, Tvalebi gamoRamebia uCvenod . . . Cems quCaze sul 8 ojaxi vcxovrobdiT, magram am patara quCam ori didi qarTveli gauzarda saqarTvelos – erovnuli gmirebi vova vekua da gura gabeskiria. isini Cemi uaxloesi naTesavebi, mezoblebi da megobrebi iyvnen. verasodes daviviwyeb maT, iseve, rogorc saqarTvelo ver daiviwyebs maT Tavdadebas.
winaprebi – Cemi Zlieri fesvebi
bedma marguna didi winaprebis STamomavali vyofiliyavi. bebiis da babuis mxridanac sasuliero pirebis – mRvdelmTavarTa da dekanozTa STamomavali var. Cems winaparTa xuT Taobas vicnob. maT Soris iyvnen saxalxo ganaTlebis pionerebi afxazeTSi. Cemi babua da bebia saqarTvelos damsaxurebuli eqimebi gaxldnen. babuis mamas sami skola gauxsnia samurzayanoSi, ilia WavWavaZis megobari iyo. amaze bevrs vwer xolme, Zneli araa didi ojaxiSviloba, ubralod, sul unda gaxsovdes, ramdens gavalebs maTi memkvidre rom xar!
`werili Svils~
TbilisSi SemeZina qaliSvilebi, myavs erTi SviliSvilic. xSirad vuyvebi maT Cvens saxlze, winaprebze ambebs, romelTa Sesaxeb ar ician. vcdilob, Sevayvaro afxazeTi. `werili Svils~ Cemi erT-erTi pirveli naSromia, romelic ufros Svils mivuZRveni. am weriliT marto Cemsas ki ara, yvela `usoxumod mosul soxumels~ vuTxari, rom Cven iq viwyebiT da iq unda davmTavrdeT odesme . . . saqarTvelo ki arasodes damTavrdeba.
sityva, romelsac xSirad warmovTqvam
yvelaze xSirad warmovTqvam qveyanaze utkbiles da uTbiles sityvas – deda. dedaCemi sruliad axalgazrda gardaicvala TbilisSi, devnilobaSi. Znelia imaze fiqri, rom usoxumoba gaxda misi aryofnis mizezi. okupacia gklavs, okupacia gaoblebs . . .
omgamovlili mwerlebis meimedeba
rac mtrobas daungrevia, siyvaruls uSenebia – esaa morwmune qristianis damokidebuleba yvela gansacdelis dros. magram axla sxva citata minda gavixseno: `kidevac daizrdebian algeTs lekvebi mglisani, ise ar amowydebian – javri SesWamon mtrisani~. mtris javri mihyveba saflavSi Cemi mSoblebis Taobas. Zalian minda javri ar wahyves Cems Taobasac. amitomac dauRalavad vwer da vmuSaob am mimarTulebiT. mimaCnia, rom afxazeTSi nacxovrebi da omgamovlili mwerlebi sxva siRrmiT, sxva sinamdviliT gadmoscemen afxazeTis ambebs. rasakvirvelia, sxvebmac unda weron, magram am saqmeSi Cveni mwerlebi ufro meimedebian . . . mgoni, maqvs amis ufleba, amitomac, xels vuwyob axali avtorebis warmoCenas, sistematurad vbeWdavT maT `riwaSi~.
`riwa~ – Jurnalis didi misia
`riwa~ mxolod literaturuli Jurnali rodia . . . esaa istoria afxazeTisa da afxazeTis mwerlobis istoriac, Tu gnebavT. Jurnali pirvelad soxumSi gamoica 1975 wels, Tavidan mas literaturuli almanaxis saxe hqonda. Jurnali CvenTan erTad gaxda devnili. didi da rTuli gza gamoiara, magram movida dRemde. weliwadSi samjer gamovdivarT, 300 tiraJiT, afxazeTis mTavrobis dafinansebiT. me am Jurnalis meeqvse redaqtori var da amavdroulad – pirveli qali redaqtori. ZalRones ar viSureb, raTa bevri avtori movizido, bevri erTguli mkiTxveli gaviCino da es iyos devnilTaTvis sasurveli da tkivilebis Semamsubuqebeli gamocema, yvelas gulamde rom ipovis gzas, yvelasTan megobrobas rom SeZlebs . . .
pandemia da me
pandemia, ra Tqma unda, cudi movlenaa qveynisTvis da amave dros Zalian bevri Semoqmedi SemiZlia dagisaxeloT, visac sasikeTod waadga. marTlac mwerlobac da mxatvrobac individualuri Semoqmedebaa, avtors bevri fiqris dro da simartove sWirdeba. hoda, pandemia bevrma Semoqmedma sworad gamoiyena. me vwerdi, vxatavdi. daviwye Targmna (Cexovis ramdenime moTxroba vTargmne). acris partias velodebi, aucileblad unda avicra.
adamianebo, iyaviT fxizlad!
Cvens droSi xSiradaa es mowodeba gasameorebeli: – adamianebo, iyaviT fxizlad, Zalian frTxilad! dResaa Rirebulebebis arevis da mtyuan-marTlis vergarCevis dro. ar miendoT macdurebs, ar miikaroT isini, vinc CvenTvis miuRebels uweven propagandas, ar endoT maT, visTvisac dasacini da abuCad asagdebia Cveni tradicia da kultura.
STagonebis wyaro uSretia
igi sxvadasxva dros sxvadasxvaa – es SeiZleba iyos Zveli werili, lamazi buneba, da rac CemTvis yvelaze STamagonebelia – Zveli nivTebi. vgiJdebi Zveleburi nivTebis daTvalierebaze, muzeumebze, Zvel xelnawerebze, cixeebsa da eklesiebze. aman SeiZleba Rrmad damafiqros da STamagonos, muzad meqces. aseve, saintereso, istoriuli pirovnebebi mizidavs. am interesis gamoZaxilia Cemi bolo naSromi `tfilisis afxazi gubernatori~, romelic moiwones profesorebma jemal gamaxariam da zurab papaskirma, reJisorebma merab kokoCaSvilma da maia arCvaZem. amaswinaT damireka da Tavisi aRfrTovaneba gamoxata mkvlevarma paata qurdovaniZem. CemTvis didi sixarulicaa da didi stimulic is, rom avtoritetuli adamianebi meubnebian, araCveulebrivad giSromiao. amaze metad ram unda gaaxaros mwerali?!
vendobi sakuTar sizmars
SemoqmedebiTi niWiT dajildoebul adamianebs, vgoneb, gansakuTrebiT aqvT ganviTarebuli winaTgrZnoba, intuiciac. me Zalian mjera sizmrebis, didi sizmara qali var. ara imitom, rom didxans mZinavs, aramed imitom, rom Zalian vendobi sakuTar sizmars, romelic zustad iseve misruldeba, rogorc mesizmreba, mTavaria, ar damaviwydes. ase mesizmra 9 aprilic wina Rames, afxazeTSi omis dawyebac, megobrebis daRupvac, bevri sxva ramec. soxumic xSirad mesizmreba, magram sul Cemi saxlis WiSkarTan vdgavar da verasodes vaReb mas, TiTqos gasaRebi maqvs dakarguli . . . avyureb saxlis fanjrebs da mgonia, rom aucileblad gadmomxedaven ojaxis wevrebi, romlebic wlebis win ki gardaicvalnen, magram mainc soxumSi megulebian Cems bavSvobasTan erTad.
