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cxovreba uamrav siurprizs gvTavazobs, zogjer kargs, zogjer cudsac. Cveni respondenti ia naneiSvili verasdros ifiqrebda, rom kbilis amoRebiT da SeuCerebeli sisxldeniT dawyebuli movlenebi ase Sors waiyvanda da sicocxlis gadasarCenad xangrZlivi brZola dasWirdeboda
`sisxldena ar miCerdeboda, saswrafom `aversis~ klinikaSi gadamiyvana, iqidan katastrofis centris manqaniT qirurgiis erovnul centrSi gadamiyvanes. sisxlisa da Zvlis tvinis analiziT damidginda mwvave promielocituri leikemia. manamde janmrTelobis problema arasodes mqonia. es hgavda mowmendil caze mexis gavardnas. ar iyo martivi. . . CixSi aRmovCndi, sadac fiqri gonebas da guls ar emorCileboda, magram arcerTi wamiT ar damiSvia sikvdilis albaToba. ar mqonia Soki, arc isterika. . . sabolood, realoba civi gonebiT miviRe, mTeli Tavisi simZimis gaTvaliswinebiT~.
gadarCenisTvias unda ibrZolo, xolo rom ibrZolo, amis Zala unda gqondes. Cvenma respondentma Zala ar dazoga. sikvdil-sicocxles Soris brZolaSi Rirseulad gamarjvebuli ia naneiSvili dRes aqtiuri cxovrebiTaa dakavebuli. profesiiT Jurnalisti, poeti da saqarTvelos mweralTa SemoqmedebiTi kavSirisa da qalTa sabWos wevria, oTxi wignis avtoric gaxlavT.
– ramdenad iWreba Tqveni piradi istoria Tqvens leqsebSi, CanaxatebSi?
– xSirad da es savsebiT bunebrivia. rac xdeba sulis siRrmeSi, is poulobs gamoxatulebas poeziaSi, gulis sisxli misxia kalamSi melnad da ise vwer, Tumca zogjer leqss aranairi kavSiri ar aqvs piradulTan. leqsi sulis nayofia da mas realobis borkilebSi ver moaqcev.
– rogor daaxasiaTebdiT Tqvens Semoqmedebas, sxvisi rom yofiliyo?
– simarTle giTxraT, amaze ar mifiqria. . . upriani iqneba, Cems Semoqmedebaze sxvam isaubros. mxolod imas vityvi, rom Cemi leqsebi mgavs me . . .
– dRe, roca mZime diagnozi dagisves. . . fsiqologiurad rogor SexvdiT am ambavs?
– es dRe Zalian mZime iyo, magram aRmoCnda, rom fsiqologiurad Zlieri vyofilvar – imaze bevrad Zlieri, vidre warmomedgina. sicocxles gaafTrebuli CaveWide da yoveli wamisTvis daviwye brZola. danebebis ufleba arc mqonda, radgan ori Svilis deda var, ver davuSvebdi Svilebis Suagzaze mitovebas. simarTle isaa, rom ufalma mowyale TvaliT gadmomxeda, momca Zala da meore Sansi sicocxlisaTvis. ra SeuZlia adamians uflis wyalobis gareSe?! rwmenaSi gavZlierdi, imeds CaveWide da sabolood gavimarjve, ra Tqma unda, Cemi eqimisa da yvela im adamianis daxmarebiT, romlebic gverdiT damidgnen. diagnozis gagebis Semdeg Sevicvale, Sesabamisad, Cemi cxovrebac radikalurad Seicvala. Zveleburad veRaraferi iqneboda, radgan CemSi sruliad sxva qali daibada. . .
– rogor warimarTa mkurnaloba, risi gamovla mogixdaT, rom aqamde mosuliyaviT?
– gavikeTe qimioTerapiis araerTi kursi. gamcvivda Tma. sul vambob, Tmis dacvena ufro ganvicade, vidre diagnozis gageba-meTqi. ocdasami dRe sawolidan ar avmdgarvar, siaruli ar SemeZlo. mqonda gausaZlisi tkivilebi, iseTi tkivilebi, dRe da Rame rom gxravs Signidan. klinikidan gamowerili zogjer meore an mesame dRes ukan vbrundebodi garTulebiT, maRali temperaturiT, magram, RvTis wyalobiT, yvelaferma Caiara. cxovrebam gakveTili Camitara, sicocxlisa da sakuTri Tavis fasi maswavla. albaT, ase iyo saWiro.
– Tqven daamarcxeT es daavadeba. ra grZnobaa es da ra gaswavlaT am gamocdilebam?
– diax, me davamarcxe Zlieri mteri – leikemia! es iyo saocari gancda, meored dabadeba. . . amas sityvebiT ver aRvwer – sibnelidan sinaTleSi gamoRweva. rodesac saboloo genetikuri kvlevis pasuxebze davreke, xelebi mikankalebda, dros vwelavdi, meSinoda simarTlis gagebis, vaiTu. . . swored mas unda gadaewyvita Cemi yofna-aryofnis sakiTxi. ver warmoidgenT, ramxela bednierebaa, roca eqimi geubneba: `gilocav, Sen daamarcxe leikemia! Cven gavimarjveT!~. am dros frTebs Sli da mecxre caze iraos krav. . . yovelive amis mere namdvilad imsaxureb bednierebas!
– gviambeT Tqvens wignze `TeTri ocdaoTxi Tve~, mis ideaze, saxelwodebaze, Sinaarsze. . .
– `TeTri ocdaoTxi Tve~ Cemi cxovrebis mTavari wignia, stimulia, Zalaa, imedia, gacnobierebuli SemarTebaa, gamocdilebaa, brZolis iaraRia, sazepiroa, romelic cxovrebam maswavla, raTa Cems mdgomareobaSi aRmoCenili adamianebisaTvis gameziarebina yvelaze gulwrfeli saTqmeli. rodesac avad gavxdi, veZebdi wigns, gadarCenili adamianis magaliTs, romelic waqceuls fexze wamomayenebda, magram im dros ver mivakvlie. maSin vTqvi, Tu RmerTi momcems sicocxlis gagrZelebis uflebas, me gavxdebi aseTi wignis avtori. RvTis wyalobiT, gamomivida. vici, ramdenad mniSvnelovania aseT dros erTi manugeSebeli sityvac ki, Tundac erTi `nu geSinia~, `Sen amas SeZleb~. . . diax, SeZleb, radgan SevZeli me! bevri getyvis, rom ar gamogiva, magram ar unda daijero. ra Seni saqmea, ras amboben pesimistebi?! ar uRalato sakuTar Tavs, miende RmerTs! leikemia ganaCeni ar aris, es gzaa cxovrebis ukeTesi mimarTulebiT gasagrZeleblad, gza, romelic gamarjvebis mwvervalisaken wagiyvans. ar danebde, radgan ar arsebobs daumarcxebeli mteri.
– kiTxva, romelsac sakuTar Tavs dausvamdiT. . .
– arsebobs rame, rasac moindomeb da ver SeZleb?!
– ras etyodiT maT, vinc im gzaze dgas, romelic Tqven gaiareT?
– maT, vinc axla iwyebs sicocxlisaTvis brZolas, vetyodi, rom yvelaferi maT xelSia! nu miecemian pesimizms, nu Cavardebian depresiaSi. . . araviTari negativi. win rTuli da grZeli gzaa, magram yvelaferi gamova. gvirabis bolos yovelTvis Cans sinaTle, mTavaria, bolomde ibrZolon. me Tu SevZeli, aucileblad SeZlebT Tqvenc!
– cxovrebis mTavari winadadebaa. . .
– sakmevelma surneli rom gamosces, cecxlze unda daiwvas, xorblis marcvali purad rom iqces, wisqvilSi unda daifqvas, marmarilod rom iqce, jer unda daimsxvre. . .
