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Soridan ver uyura, adga da wavida, sjeroda da sjera, rom Zalian male boroteba damarcxdeba, radgan msoflioSi aRar aris imaTi dro, vinc udanaSaulo qalebs, bavSvebs, moxucebs umowyalod awamebs da klavs
fsiqolog zura qarCavas baTumSi TiTqmis yvela icnobs, axla ki axerxebs, ukrainaSi ukrainelebs ukrainisaTvis, saqarTvelosaTvis da, zogadad, sinaTlis sibneleze gamarjvebisaTvis mebrZol jariskacad gaacnos Tavi. gTavazobT zuras mier erT-erT socialur qselSi gamoqveynebul statuss, erTgvar dRiurs, romelSic asaxulia gancdebi ukrainaSi Casvlis dRidan – dRemde.
`mesame Tve ileva. am bolo dros sul ufro naklebad mZinavs. yvelaferi momenatra. . . pirveli dReebi yovelTvis mZafria. ra damaviwyebs pirveli gangaSis gamayruebel zars ukrainaSi Camosvlis Rames. SuaRamisas, lvovis romeliRac saganmanaTleblo dawesebulebis cekvis darbazSi, iatakze, saZile tomrebSi gayinulebs da gziT gadaRlilebs wamebSi unda Cagvecva tansa da fexze, raTa dacul adgilas sirbiliT gavsuliyaviT. imis Semdeg, mesame Tvea tansacmeli ar gamixdia, ise mZinavs. im RamiT Cemi da lados mxolod wamieri mzera sakmarisi iyo, rom erTi da igive azri gagvCenoda TavSi. arc erTs sityva ar gviTqvams, Tumca mere, droTa ganmavlobaSi, rogorc gairkva, orives erTi da igive azri gvqonda – namdvilad omSi varT ukve da namdvilad metad swrafi da moZravi unda viyoT dReidan.
pirveli dReebi yovelTvis metad emociuria. uamravi saintereso da saxifaTo ram gaviareT. TiToeuli qarTveli biWi, romelic azrze ar iyo am procesis da dRemde Cven gverdiT imyofeba – gazrdilia yvela mxriv. dRes ukve TiToeuli namdvilad saxifaToa mtrisTvis imitom, rom dRes ukve TiToeulma danamdvilebiT icis, ra, rogor da rodis unda gaakeTos. mesame Tve iwureba. monatreba sul ufro da ufro epareba gulsa da gonebas. miuxedavad momavali sirTuleebisa, romlebSic aucileblad gavyof Tavs, pirvel rigSi imitom, rom Cems Tavs kargad vicnob, dRes sasiamovnod mobilizebuli var. aq TiToeul Cem gverdiT myofis erTi moZraobis mixedviTac ukve SemiZlia, moZraobas mimarTuleba mivce. aq dro xSirad Zalian nela gadis. ubralod, sul sxva omia. miuxedavad yvelafrisa, jer kidev ukmayofilebas ganvicdi, jer kidev ver vaxerxeb gulianad gavicino mtris winaaRmdeg brZolaSi. magarma biWebma dagvtoves. . . miuxedavad imisa, rom SesaZloa, piradad ar icnobde, aseT viTarebaSi iseve gtkiva, rogorc sakuTari ojaxis wevrze. yvelaze rTuli ki is aris, ver gamoxatav tkivils, nel-nela Srebi, raRacnairad grZnob, rom rkinis xdebi, rkinas ki cremli ar mosdis. . .
pirveli dReebi – iatakze wolisgan gausaZlisad gtkiva Zvlebi, dRes ki ormilimetriani paralonic ki sasiamovno gancdas ganiWebs. is ki ara, iatakze wolis pozitiur mxareebze dafiqrebis Semdeg, RimiliT geZineba. es procesi arasdros dasruldeba. es procesi grZeldeba bolo amosunTqvamde. mxolod ase Tu mixvdebi, rom yvelaze mTavaria, risTvis da rogor cxovrob, sikvdili ki, amasTan SedarebiT, tkbili sizmaria.
mesame Tve iwureba, yvelam Zalian kargad viciT, Tu risTvis varT aq. mesame Tve gadis, aris uamravi kargi ambavi, Tumca Zalian mZime danakargebis gareSe am yvelafers, ra Tqma unda, ar Cauvlia. wuxilisTvis aq bevri dro ar gvaqvs, wamebSi unda itiro da iglovo. yvelaferi ise midis, rogorc unda midiodes. madloba, Cemo Tavo, rom megobrob CemTan. Tavs gaufrTxildiT. mokiTxvebi – yvelas~.
gvinda, Cveni da mkiTxvelis saxeliT, samSobloSi mSvidobiT da gamarjvebiT dabruneba vusurvoT zuras.
