ნანა (ნანო) შაინიძე: ლექსებს ვაგროვებ ნიჟარებივით…
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nana (nano) SainiZe – mSvenieri, mravalmxrivi niWiT dajildoebuli qalbatoni xulodan. . . mas gansakuTrebul xibls matebs da gamoarCevs samarTlianoba, gulwrfeloba da lideris Tvisebebi. qalbaton nanas `pegasis~ dedasac uwodeben, am literaturuli konkursis dafuZnebiT man mraval niWier axalgazrdas gauxsna gza da misca SesaZlebloba, Tavisi sityva eTqva. misi azriT, swored es Taoba SeZlebs, gamorCeuli sityva Tqvas da adgili daimkvidros mravalsaukunovan qarTul literaturaSi. qalbatoni nana warmatebuli poetia. araerT literaturul saRamoze mis mier gaJRerebulma leqsebma mowoneba daimsaxura, igi popularulia internetsivrceSic. axla axal wignze muSaobs, romelsac wlis bolomde warudgens mkiTxvels. qalbatoni nana (nano) SainiZe gazeT `aWaris~ stumaria.
– Cveni gazeTis stumari erTi wlis winaT iyaviT. ra siaxlea Tqvens SemoqmedebaSi?
– gansakuTrebuli – araferi. erTdroulad vmuSaob or wignze. erTi avtobiografiuli romania, meore ki leqsebisa da moTxrobebis krebuli. Tu moxerxda, wels eziareba mkiTxveli Cems nacodvilars.
– saintereso Semoqmedi. mravalmxrivi interesebiT – ase gaxasiTeben. ras daamatebT?
– ramdenad saintereso Semoqmedi var, mkiTxvelis gadasawyvetia, magram dauokebeli wyurvili rom maqvs siaxleebis, es araxalia. gamudmebiT veZeb sainteresos da sasargeblos momavali TaobebisTvis da qveynisTvis, ra Tqma unda, sakuTari TavisTvisac.
– oTar WilaZe ambobda: gind maradiul omSi wasulxar da gind kalmisTvis mogikidia xelio. . .
– mZime jvaria, udides siamovnebasTan erTad, kalamTan megobroba! . . RmerTi roca gamogarCevs zeciuri unariT, es imas niSnavs, rom meti mogeTxoveba da naklebi gepatieba. mudam fxizlobde unda, raTa ar gamogrCes dro, romel droSic Seni saTqmeli unda Tqva, unda iyviro kidec, Tu saWiroeba moiTxovs amas!
– Tqven da poezia rodis daukavSirdiT erTmaneTs da rodis aRmoaCineT, rom poeti xarT?
– ase mgonia, erTad gavCndiT me da poezia, sigiJemde var masze Seyvarebuli, Tumca poeziis RmerTebis samSobloSi poetobas ver davibraleb, ubralod, leqsebs vagroveb niJarebiviT da mere vusmen maTSi Cateul Cemive tkivilebsa Tu sixarulebs.
– `feisbuqSi~ Zalian mgrZnobiare postebs aqveynebT: `roca vinmes gulistkenas gadawyvet, cas axede, iqidan RmerTi giyurebs~, – ambobT erTgan. etyoba, Zalian gatkines guli. iqneb Cvens mkiTxvels uamboT iseTi, rac jer aravisTvis mogiyoliaT. . .
– aris tkivilebi, romlebsac mxolod Cvens baliSs vumxelT xolme.
– `Cemi wuwuniT RmerTic davRale, galipul qvaze daveZeb sayrdens, me ramdenjerac Tavi davxare, swored imdenjer avcildi saTqmels~. . . axla prozaulad TqviT Tqveni saTqmeli.
– erTxel, roca morigi wuwuniT RmerTi Sevawuxe, iqve aRmovaCine, rom vinc myavs, rac maqvs, rogoric var, imis madlieri unda viyo da gadaveCvie wuwuns. sakuTar TavSi xelaxla viSvi da aRvuTqvi, arasodes davmorCilde beds da qars ki ar gavyve xmeli foToliviT, aramed mis sapirispirod viaro sul! saTqmels rac Seexeba, arasodes vixvev gulSi, Tumca, vcdilob, koreqtulad da gawonasworebulad mivitano sazogadoebamde Tu konkretul adresatamde.
– adamianebi, romelTa cxovrebam da magaliTma Zala SegmataT. .
– Cemi saocari Svideuli – dedmamiSvilebi, dRemde mmateben Zalas da maZleven xvalindeli dRis imeds. . . magaliTad ki ded-mama myavda yovelTvis.
– raze swuxarT da ra gaxarebT, dRevandelobas rogor aRiqvamT?
– bevri sawuxari damigrovda boloJams. umeteswilad samSobloze vwuxvar. gasaxareblad ki is adamianuri urTierTobebia, Cemi samegobros saxiT dRemde rom saswaulad gadaurCa drois verag manqanas.
– ra gmatebT sulier Zalas?
– rwmena – uflis da sakuTari Tavis da, raRa Tqma unda, siyvaruli.
– Tviseba, romelic yvelaze metadaa TqvenSi ganviTarebuli. . .
– komunikabeluroba.
– roca marto rCebiT, ra aris Tqveni fiqris sagani?
– bevri ram. . . CamoTvla Sors wagviyvans.
– yvelaze metad ras afasebT adamianebSi, bunebaSi?
– adamianSi – erTgulebas, bunebaSi – originalurobas.
– zogs miaCnia, rom adamianebi gamdidrebisTvis ufro ibrZvian, vidre bednierebisTvis. Tqven ras fiqrobT?
– samwuxaro realobaa. piradad CemTvis upirvelesi bednierebaa.
– Tqven daaarseT literaturuli konkursi `pegasi~. gviambeT amis Sesaxeb. da aqve kiTxva: am konkursSi gamarjvebulebis Semoqmedebas Tu adevnebT Tval-yurs?
– `pegasi~ xuloSi daibada da TandaTan regionis masStabiT gaidga fesvebi. metad saintereso Taoba Sekriba am konkursma da Tamamad SemiZlia vTqva – es Taoba gamorCeul sityvas ityvis qarTul literaturaSi. ra Tqma unda, didi interesiT vadevneb Tvals maT Semoqmedebas.
– roca adamiani kiTxvas wyvets, azrovnebasac wyvetso – naTqvamia. Tqven ras kiTxulobT bolo xans?
– hm, gamodis, rom veRar vazrovneb, bolo sami-oTxi Tvea, araferi wamikiTxavs gadatvirTuli dRis reJimidan gamomdinare.
– wels jariskacis farajac moirgeT, wvrTna gaiareT. . .
– samxedro formebis Cacmis veraxsnili emocia da gancda bavSvobisas nanatri saTamaSos Cuqebis dros dauflebul emocias hgavda – rom cmukav, adgils ver poulob da erTi suli gaqvs, megobrebs aCveno Seni saCuqari. gansxvaveba erTi iyo – pasuxismgebloba, rac am formis tarebis upirobo valdebulebaa. . . me xom ukve jariskaci viyavi! es niSnavs, imaze metad grZnobde samSoblo miwis dacvis valdebulebas, vidre aqamde da mzad iyo, sakuTari sicocxle samsxverploze miitano samSoblos sakurTxevelTan. `qveyanaze aravisTvis niSnavs miwa imdens, ramdensac jariskacisTvis. rodesac cecxlis gamo sikvdilis SiSiT Sepyrobili didxans, mWidrod ekroba mas, saxiTa da mTeli sxeuliT Rrmad efloba masSi, miwa xdeba misi erTaderTi megobari, misi Zma, misi deda. jariskaci Tavisi SiSis Sesaxeb kvnesiT da yviriliT amcnobs mdumare miwas, sadac Tavs usafrTxod grZnobs. miwa ki mas Tavis wiaRSi iRebs, Semdeg isev uSvebs aTi wamiT, moZraobis, sicocxlis aTi wamiT, Semdeg isev gulSi ikravs, zogjer ki samudamod~. pirveli srolis emocia jerac ar mtovebs. . . rom ici, mizanSi mteri gyavs da arcerTi tyvia uSedegod ar unda gaxarjo. . . Tumca Sinagani xma mainc mSvidobas CagZaxebs yurSi da asec unda iyos – ara oms! Cveuli simSvidiT Sevxvdi yvela Setyobinebas Tu zars, aRSfoTebas da SeSfoTebas rom gamoxatavdnen megobar-naTesav-nacnobebi… ra Cemi saqmea Turme jari (?) ara, Cemo keTilo adamianebo, swored rom Cemi, Seni da Cveni saqme da upirobo valdebulebaa, yvela SesaZlebloba movsinjoT, rogor da sad SeiZleba gamovadgeT samSoblos! verc imaSi dageTanxmebiT – `ra qalis saqmeao~, roca iZaxiT… bolo aTwleulebis ganmavlobaSi ramdenma qalma datova ojaxi lukmapuris saSovnelad da gadavarda ucxo mxareSi, sxvaTa msaxurad? ggoniaT, isini jariskacze nakleb Sromas da jafas ewevian, raTa ojaxebi gamokvebon?.. qalis siZlieres da moTminebas zRvari ara aqvs. amitom nu ityviT, rom qalis saqme araa jari. Tan es iseTi kargi da yvela msurvelze morgebuli programaa, piriqiT, bevri unda wavides. Cven xom istoriulad sul Tavdacvis reJimSi varT, amitom elementaruli iaraRis sworad daWera mainc unda SegveZlos, gamouval situaciaSi mainc!. . . cxra Zma xerxeuliZis deda seiris sayureblad ki ar idga brZolis velze, roca bolom aswia droSa!. . meti qali – jarSi!
– gmadlobT saintereso interviusTvis.
