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aWaris mTianeTi moxevis qalma giuli Cqareulma 5 wlis win gaicno, roca saerTaSoriso literaturul festivalSi `ze-karTan~ miiRo monawileoba. ucxoeTis cis qveS myof qarTvel poet qals aq miRebuli STabeWdilebebi leqsebisa da miniaturebis saxiT qaRaldis furclebze gadaaqvs.
qarTuli siTbo,sulis sinaze,
Semomageba turfa aWaram,
wlobiT natanji, mtrebis jinaze,
ar waqceula, fexze damdgara.
naocnebari Cemi baTumi,
pirdabanili Rrublebis cvarSi,
pirvelad vnaxe fiqrSi garTuli,
cxeli mze rogor Cavarda zRvaSi.
gaTanguli mze talRebze miwva,
zRvis sigrileSi ipova Sveba,
Sors horizonti Zowisfers icvams
da mTvares varskvlavT cimcimiT
xvdeba.
palmebSi fSvinavs siCume Ramis,
gemis anZaze yvinTavs Tolia,
kenWebs asxletil talRaTa Cqami,
guls natvrad dRemde gamohyolia.
mze diliT Sexsnis zecas sakinZes,
zRvas gauRimebs isev macdurad,
kvlav SeaTrTolebs talRas napirze
da sabanaod caSi gascuravs…
kvlav gauRimebs dilis ganTiads,
dardmoreuli Cemi aWara,
sadac qarTuli mTvare anTia
da Cemi guli mZevlad damrCala.
giuli erTi, ubralo moxevis qalia, romelic cxovrebis ukuRmarTobam emigrantad aqcia. 25 welia irlandiaSi cxovrobs SvilTan da SviliSvilebTan erTad. pirvelad is wavida. oTxi weli ucnob, patara qalaqSi, sruliad martom gaatara, oTxi wlis mere Svilic waiyvana. mas Semdeg is qveyana giulis meore samSoblod iqca.
– wera adreul asakSi daviwye, vwerdi patar-patara novelebs, Canaxatebs, romelic xSirad ibeWdeboda imdroindel yazbegis raionul gazeT `darialSi~ da respublikur sabavSvo JurnalebSi. gataceba saqmed vaqcie. ukve var leqsebis sami krebulis avtori da vmuSaob meoTxe wignze. megobrebTan erTad gamoveci orenovani leqsebis krebuli. irlandiaSi daibada idea, gveTargmna irlandieli poetebis Semoqmedeba qarTulad, qarTveli poetebis – inglisurad da gamogveca orenovani wigni. amiT gvindoda kulturuli megobrobis xidis gadeba or qveyanas Soris. wignSi Sesulia 11 irlandieli da 7 qarTveli poetis nawarmoebebi, – ambobs giuli.
mebrZoli sulisa da gautexeli nebisyofis qalma irlandiaSi mcxovrebi qalbatoni rusudan nebieriZe gaicno, romelsac saqmiani urTierToba akavSirebs irlandiel profesor desmond svanTan.
man miawoda ramdenime irlandieli poetis leqsebi, romelTagan zogierTi nobelis premiis laureatia. krebulSi gardacvlili poetebisa da irlandiis prezidentis ramdenime leqsic Seitanes. erT-erTi – `xidi~ wignis saxelwodebad SearCies. batoni desmond svani da misi meuRle daexmarnen koreqtirebaSic. giuli da rusudani gulwrfel madlobas uxdian am Zvirfas ojaxs aseTi didi daxmarebisTvis.
giulisa da rusudanis didqarTvelobis dasturi isicaa, rom wigni iTargmna da daibeWda maTi dafinansebiT. didi mxardaWera gauwia saqarTvelos saelCom irlandiaSi, romlis Tanadgomas yovelTvis grZnoben. saqarTveloSi moawyves krebulis wardgineba, magram irlandiaSi, jerjerobiT, garkveuli mizezebis gamo, ver moxerxda. imedia, axlo momavalSi amasac SeZleben saelCos daxmarebiT. aseve iTargmna giulis oTxmocdaaTi leqsi inglisurad da sul male daibeWdeba.
– miyvars bunebaSi ganmartoeba. iq sul sxvanairi vxdebi, vicvlebi, mec bunebis nawili vxdebi. saaTobiT SemiZlia vijde da vusmino mdinaris xmaurs… umetesad, aseT dros vwer leqsebs. TiTqos buneba mkarnaxobs, ra unda vwero, aseve RamiT, roca irgvliv siCumea. medardeba Cemi qveynis dRevandeloba. daclili soflebi mtkiva. mixaria samSobloSi dabruneba, megobrebTan yofna, vTbebi, vivsebi maTTan urTierTobiT. samSobloze imdeni iwereba, imdeni leqsi Tu simReraa, rom me axals verafers vityvi, magram Cems tkivils, sixarulsa Tu monatrebas Cemeburad mainc gamovxatav leqsebSi da amiT TiTqos vmSviddebi. samSoblo CemTvis erTi didi tkivili da monatrebaa, cremliani fiqri da ukidegano siyvarulia… Cemi Svilebi da SviliSvilebic emigrantebi arian. SviliSvilebi aq, ucxoeTSi daibadnen da izrdebian. maqsimalurad vcdilob, Sevayvaro maTi fesvebi. weren da kiTxuloben, aseve, Tavisuflad saubroben qarTulad. ician, rom aq droebiT arian da samSoblos unda daubrundnen.
giulis vaJi jerjerobiT, ojaxiT, dedasTanaa, irlandiaSi, qaliSvili ki belgiaSi cxovrobs ojaxiT. wels bebiac gaxda – belgiaSi daibada patara gogona, romelsac deda da bebia qarTulad esaubrebian, rom mSobliuri ena bavSvobidanve Seisisxlxorcos. ucxoeTSi isev SviliSvilebi aZlebineben. ase hgonia, mis gareSe gauWirdebaT, ver isaubreben qarTulad, ver waikiTxaven qarTul zRaprebsa Tu leqsebs, veravin mouyveba saqarTvelos ulamazes kuTxeebze, ver gaacnobs samSoblos istorias da ver gauRvivebs Sin dabrunebis survils. sakuTar Tavs xSirad ekiTxeba: xom ar davaSave, rom ucxoeTSi wamovedi da Svilebic wamoviyvane?
– am kiTxvaze dRemde pasuxs ver vpoulob. wamosvla uceb ar gadamiwyvetia. yazbegSi saxli dagvewva da Ria cis qveS davrCi Cemi SvilebiT. vis ar mivmarTe, maSindel xelisuflebas, sapatriarqos (axlosac ar mimiSves uwmindesTan). iseTi dro iyo, yvelas uWirda da arsaidan daxmarebis xeli ar gamouwvdiaT. daxmarebaSi fuls ar vgulisxmob, samuSao mindoda, rom Svilebi merCina. sakuTar samSobloSi ver miviRe daxmareba da amitom Sevudeqi emigrantis tkivilian, dausrulebel gzas 25 wlis win da rodis an sad damTavrdeba, kidev ar vici. . . roca es tkivili gausaZlisi xdeba, furceli da kalami mSvelis, ase gadis dro. 2010 wels, TbilisSi, sakuTar binaSi gavxseni literaturuli saloni, romelsac simbolurad `nostalgia~ davarqvi. rodesac saqarTveloSi var, salonSi xalxmravlobaa. imarTeba Sexvedrebi poetebTan, mwerlebTan. aseTi saRamoebi sicocxlis xaliss mmatebs da meored Camosvlamde myofnis iq miRebuli siTbo da siyvaruli. gvaqvs miwvevebic saqarTvelos sxvadasxva kuTxidan. ramdenime saRamo yazbegSi, borjomSi gavmarTeT. aWaraSic viyaviT mowveulebi xuTi poeti. araCveulebrivad gvimaspinZles, rac lamaz mogonebad gamomyva ucxoeTSi. aseTi saRamoebi simxnevesa da cxovrebis xaliss miaTmagebs. swored aWaraSi yofnis dros davwere leqsebi baTumze. var sapatriarqos Coxosani da amave sazogadoebasTan arsebuli jvrisweris proeqtis xelmZRvaneli. uamrav wyvils davwereT jvari. literaturuli saRamoebi irlandiaSic xSirad imarTeba, romelsac saqarTvelos saelCo udgas saTaveSi. saocrad kargi adamianebi muSaoben aq. elCi – batoni giorgi zurabaSvili araCveulebrivi pirovnebaa, Tbili, yuradRebiani, mzrunveli. vinatrebdi, yvela qveyanaSi gvyavdes aseTi elCebi. aseve ar SemiZlia ar aRvniSno misi TanaSemwis naTia kalandias Rvawli. orjer gamimarTes Sexvedra da irlandiaSi mcxovrebi qarTvelebic gamacnes. Cemi leqsebis inglisurad Targmnac batoni giorgis idea iyo, surs, irlandielma mkiTxvelmac gamicnos. aqve minda Cemi uzomod didi siyvaruli da pativiscema gamovxato da madloba gadavuxado irlandiis mTavrobas, qalaq tralis mosaxleobas, mis adgilobriv xelmZRvanelobas. gulis kari gamiRes, siTboTi da siyvaruliT mimiRes, SviliSvilebs, romlebic aq daibadnen, yuradRebas ar akleben, – gveubneba giuli, romelic qalaqis centrSi, oroTaxian binaSi cxovrebs. saaxalwlod mis vaJsa da SviliSvilebs samoTaxiani bina gadasces saCuqrad axalaSenebul saxlSi.
– rogor SeiZleba ar miyvardes es xalxi? umaduri unda viyo, rom es yvelaferi ver davinaxo da ver davafaso. aqauri klimaturi pirobebis da fizikuri datvirTvis gamo, orive qvemo kiduris proTezireba damWirda. operaciebi ufasod gamikeTes. vinatrebdi, Cemi qveyanac ase iyos welSi gamarTuli da Tavis moqalaqeebze zrunavdes. arcTu didi xnis win irlandiasac uzomod uWirda, gauZlo, SeZlo winsvla. mjera, Cemi samSobloc ueWvelad dadgeba fexze. SviliSvilebi periodulad Camomyavs saqarTveloSi. vacnob sxvadasxva kuTxes, vuyvebi maT istoriebs. baTumSic myavda.
amboben, ulamazesia Cemi saqarTvelo, magram yazbegi da baTumi yvelas sjobiao. gogona wlebis win movnaTleT TbilisSi. wels biWic gaqristianda. skolis damTavrebis Semdeg vaJi saqarTvelos umaRles saswavlebelSi fiqrobs swavlis gagrZelebas, rac uzomod mixaria. es ukve win gadadgmuli nabijia samSobloSi dasabruneblad.
winasaaxalwlod kidev erTi lamazi da saintereso saRamo aCuqa saqarTvelos saelCom irlandiaSi mcxovreb emigrantebs. maT kidev erTxel miecaT saSualeba, giulis leqsebiT, qarTuli simReriTa da cekvebiT damtkbariyvnen. samSoblos mowyvetil adamianebs guliT daaqvT TavianTi wili saqarTvelo da didi interesiT elian aseT, siyvaruliT gamTbar Sexvedrebs.
– madloba yvela qarTvels, romelmac, miuxedavad datvirTuli samuSao dRisa, saSineli yinvisa, mainc moicala CvenTvis da mobrZanda saRamoze. madloba mama giorgi (laSa) trapaiZes mobrZanebisa da Cveni dalocvisTvis. minda Cemi gulwrfeli madloba da aRfrTovaneba gamovxato qarTuli cekvebis studiis maswavleblis laSa sabaSvilisa da misi ulamazesi mocekvave axalgazrdebis misamarTiT. madloba operator levan kalandias, romelmac mTeli saRamo gadaiRo. gansakuTrebuli madloba saqarTvelos elCs, baton giorgi zurabaSvils, mis TanaSemwes naTia kalandias, konsuls nino Samugias mxardaWerisaTvis, aseve qarTuli diasporis xelmZRvanels lela Surupovas. dabolos, Cemi gulwrfeli madloba qalbatonebs rusudan nebieriZesa da lia TikanaSvils guluxvi da gulTbili maspinZlobisTvis. uzomod mixaria da amayi var, rom aqac, Soreul irlandiaSic arian namdvili qarTvelebi, qarTuli suliTa da stumarTmoyvareobiT. RmerTma gvimravlos aseTi saRamoebi, risi imedic namdvilad maqvs, – gviTxra giuli Cqareulma.
