“მელანი მაახლოებს ბუნების უთქმელ და ჯერ დაუწერელ სიტყვებთან”
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aWaris warmatebul adamianTa pleadaSi qedelma sali ananiZem mokle droSi daimkvidra Tavi. bsu-is filologiis fakultetis studenti, axalgazrda mwerali cnobili gaxda `pegasis~ festivalebSi monawileobis Semdeg. igi am literaturuli forumis samgzis finalistia, aseve `mwignobris~ araerT proeqtSi warmatebiT monawileobda, mowoneba xvda wilad literaturul gamocemebSi dabeWdil mis leqsebs. male mkiTxveli axalgazrda mwerlis wignsac ixilavs…
– ra siaxlea Tqvens mwerlur cxovrebaSi, riT gagvaxarebT?
– `mwerluri cxovreba~ Cemi majiscemis gaxSirebuli nawilia, gansakuTrebiT rom feTqavs da am feTqvaSic samyaro Tan moaqvs mTeli Tavisi faruli imedebiT. siaxles rac Seexeba, vmuSaob krebulze, romelSic Seva Cemi leqsebic da novelebic. uflis nebiT, wels daibadeba Cemi meore wigni – `me~.
– amas winaT proeqt `momavlis Jurnalistis~ (mariam baramiZe) stumari iyaviT . . .
– `mwignobari~ aris adgili warmatebis agizgizebuli naperwkliT – nabiji, romelsac misken gadadgam, samudamo warmatebisTvisaa ganwiruli. qalbatonebi gita da manana ki saocari adamianebi arian, sikeTiTa da mziT savseebi. axla rac Seexeba proeqtSi Cems monawileobas, es iyo dauviwyari gakveTili da win gadadgmuli nabiji Cems cxovrebaSi. udidesi siamovneba miviRe da kidev erTxel Cavixede sarkeSi, saidanac Cemi namdvili, feradi momavali micqerda. vpasuxobdi kiTxvebs, vkiTxulobdi leqsebs da mindoda, usasrulod gagrZelebuliyo. es dRe Cems pirad istoriaSi ukve Caiwera melniT, romelsac vercerTi saSleli ver waSlis.
– poezia Tu proza? sad SeZeliT ukeT TviTrealizacia, sakuTari SesaZleblobebis gansaxovneba?
– am kiTxvaze aqamde sul vpasuxobdi, rom prozam momca frTebi, romelsac ise moviqnev, rogorc me minda, magram axla cota sxvanairadaa – iseTi damokidebuleba maqvs, TiTqos arCevans dedasa da mamas Soris makeTebinebdeT. amitomac am kiTxvaze erTi mtkice pasuxi aRar moiZebneba Cems gonebaSi. Tu CavTvale, rom es ar SemiZlia, gamodis, rom verc SevZleb da Tavi unda davanebo. axla Cemi frTebi zecisken imdenadaa mimarTuli, rom SemeZlos vinavardo poeziaSic da prozaSic. danarCeni mkiTxvelma gansajos! . . .
– feisbuqgverdze Zalian mgrZnobiare mxatvrul postebs aqveynebT, magaliTad, frazebi: `… Cems sarkmelTan Wreli peplebi axal istorias Txzaven, istorias, romelsac sam dRes waikiTxaven da TiTiT miwisken moisvrian~… ganagrZeT, axla Cveni gazeTidan estumreT mkiTxvels.
– `dabwkarul furcels vuyvebi sizmrebs. albaT gaviRviZeb, magram siaruli damaviwydeba. damaviwydeba, sizmrebamde ramxela gzaa gasavleli, Sen ki samaradisod frazebad akinZul wertilebs dagitoveb, rom uCemoba ar igrZno da ar gadameCvio~… `oTaxis kedelze minarcxebuli yvela dakuWuli furceli erTbaSad amovioxre! CCSSS… damarcxebis gzajvaredinze erTi xelis moqneviT gavedi da sizmars vuxme, iqneb iq mainc SevZlo weris swavla!~ – arc erTi Cemi dawerili sityva araa qaris motanili, yvelaferi nagrZnobi da realuria. arc vici, samwuxarod Tu sabednierod, magram TviTonac Zalian mgrZnobiare adamiani var, sxvisi ubedureba imdenad SemiZlia mivitano gulTan, rom sakuTari damaviwydes. vTvli: mkiTxvels niRbiT moculi avtori ar sWirdeba, ver eyvareba. Cemi postebiT vexebi maTi grZnobebis damalul kuTxes.
– `aris momentebi, roca realoba SenTan axlos modis da xvdebi, rom RmerTs bednierebisTvis ar Seuqmnixar~, – esec Tqveni sityvebia. etyoba, guli gatkines… saerTod, ra aris bedniereba?
– `aris momentebi, roca realoba SenTan axlos modis da xvdebi, RmerTs bednierebisTvis ar Seuqmnixar, arc aravin gamouyolebia Seni istoriis ferad abzacebad. Sen, ubralod, kibe xar, romelzec Tavisufal dros amodian, suls iwmenden, mere ki, `gawmendilebi~, ukanmouxedavad midian ise, TiTqos aRarasdros dabrundebian. Tumca ara! gaxsovdes, adamiano, rom yelsabami, romelic gulmkerds gilamazebs, erTxelac yelze mogebjineba da Jangbadian ususurobiT dagatovebinebs kibis mwvervals!…~ – es ramdenime fraza rom davwere da gadavikiTxe, Tavadac SevSfoTdi, imdenad mZimea. gana adamians ise ucxovria, rom misTvis guli ar etkinoT? magram arauSavs, guli ki ar matkines, gamocdileba SemZines da meti araferi, ase datoves Cemi cxovreba. bednierebis mcnebis ganmarteba yvelas Taviseburad esmis, rogorc siyvarulis, Tumca bedniereba mdgomareobaa, romelic Rimilis da xvalindelobis Zalas gaZlevs. wvrilmanebi qmnian bednierebis mTel rig koSkebs. CemTvis bedniereba urTierTobebia, wminda da jansaRi urTierTobebi, romelsac Cemi ojaxi, sayvareli adamianebi da Cemi kuTxe mCuqnis. adamianebo, erTaderTi ram gevalebaT: ubralod, iyaviT bednierebi da miiReT siamovneba yoveli wamisgan!
– `pegasi 2022~-is finalisti xarT, amis Sesaxebac gviambeT da aqve Tanmdevi kiTxva: ramdenad mniSvnelovania axalgazrda SemoqmedisTvis msgavs konkursSi monawileoba?
– `pegasi~, zogadad, imdenad axlosaa CemTan, rom mova dro da amaze wignsac davwer da imitom ki ara, rom dawerilma oriod sityvam warmateba momitana, viRacam taSi damikra da ase Semdeg, ara da ara! `pegasi~ aris urTierTobebi, `pegasi~ siyvarulia. is yvela lamazi grZnobaa, romelic sazogadoebas aklia, romelic yalibdeba ramdenime dReSi da ifurCqneba dauWknobel kesaned, romelsac proeqtis dasrulebis Semdeg Tan atareb da siamovnebiT ivsebi. vinaidan aRniSnul proeqts ase vuyureb, vTvli, rom samivejer monawileoba Cemi didi gamarjvebiT dasrulda! axalgazrdebs vetyvi, rom arcerTi konkursi ar gamotovon, esaa magaliTi, rogor unda gixarodes sxvisi warmateba da TviTonac rogor ecado sakuTari Tavis realizebas. Sansebi unda Seagrovos axalma Taobam da maqsimalurad gamoiyenos, konkursebi ki amis sawindaria.
– me-20 saukunis mwerlebi da mecnierebi kalmiT werdnen, axla klaviaturaze krefen sityvebs. . . Tqven?
– me sul vcdilob, kalamTan mqondes Sexeba, radganac melani maaxloebs bunebis uTqmel da jer dauwerel sityvebTan.
– oTar WilaZis naTqvami maxsendeba – gind maradiul omSi wasulxar da gind kalmisTvis mogikidia xelio, Tqven ras fiqrobT?
– `maradiuli omi~ sakuTar TavTan, fiqrebTan, xalxTan da samyarosTan – marTlac, asea imitom, rom ise giTrevs es procesi, erTxel Tu daiWer xelSi kalams, mere valdebuli xdebi, iaraRi Sua velze ar daagdo da ebrZolo samyaros. es omi aucileblad unda movigo! . .
– sakuTar Tavs rogor daaxasiaTebT?
– sakuTar Tavze bevri laparaki ar miyvars, vakeTeb Cumad da Sedegs vaCveneb samyaros. var is, vinc var da ar SemiZlia, adamianebs aferistobiT veurTierTo. yovelTvis vambob imas, rasac vfiqrob. bevri damikargavs, bevri warumatebeli dRe mqonia, magram Zalas sul vpoulob, rom fexze wamovdge. ar miyvars mkvexara da sakuTar Tavze metismeti warmodgenis adamianebi. yvelaze metad meSinia sayvareli adamianebis dakargvis.
– roca sicocxlis arsze fiqrobT . . .
– sicocxlis arsi povnaa Seni pirovnebis. Tu cocxlob, maSasadame valdebuli xar, ar ijde gulxeldakrefili da samyaros dautovo Seni saxeli. sicocxle sikvdilisTvis mzadebis grZeli da ekliani gzaa, romelic miznebiT unda gadalaxo.
– Tviseba, romelic yvelaze metadaa TqvenSi ganviTarebuli?
– SemiZlia adamiani samaradisod miyvardes da yvela TvalsazrisiT gavugo, Tu amas namdvilad imsaxurebs.
– marto rom rCebiT, ra aris Tqveni fiqris sagani?
– marto roca var?.. sul mefiqreba momavalze da Cemi wignis prezentaciis dReze. minda. igi zRapruli da dauviwyari iyos. martoobis fiqri uamravia da Cems am mdgomareobas ver gavasajaroeb – is mxolod me da Cems simartoves gvexeba. vwuxvar, rom adamianebs surT, grZnobdenen siTbos, yuradRebas, magram TviTon arasdros gascemen igives. maxarebs is, rom Cem gverdiT arian iseTi adamianebi, romlebsac sjeraT Cemi da CemTan erTad ibrZvian.
– tradicia da novatoroba . . . Tqven saiTken ixrebiT?
– novatoroba. ar minda, vgavde vinmes, piriqiT, Cemi niSa, mimarTuleba minda mqondes da Sevqmna is, rac ar Seuqmnia sxvas, Tumca tradiciebs did pativs vcem.
– vis kiTxulobT xSirad da vin arian Tqveni sayvareli avtorebi?
– am bolo dros fsiqologiuri teqstebi mizidavs. yvela avtors vcem pativs, romelic raRac axals mitovebs saswavlad Tavisi wigniT.
– bodiSi, mapatieT _ am sityvebs ramdenad xSirad iyenebT?
– saerTod ar meuxerxuleba adamians vuTxra `mapatie~, Tu is CemTvis Zvirfasia da am sityvas azri eqneba, amitom xSirad viyeneb, ubralod, kargad varCev, visTan gamoviyeno.
– swavlobT bsu-is universitetSi qarTuli filologiis ganxriT, rogorc gavige, am mxrivac mniSvnelovan aqtivobebSi xarT CarTuli . . .
– universiteti adgilia, sadac vigeb, rogori maswavlebeli unda viyo realurad, samSoblos warmatebuli moqalaqeebi rom aRvuzardo, Tumca aq verafers vakeTeb Cemi samwerlo karierisTvis, naklebia leqsis weris survili, samwuxarod!
– kiTxva, romelsac xSirad gaifiqrebT da pasuxs moiTxovs . . .
– `mxolod poets aqvs ufleba, iyos ubeduri~ – am frazaze vfiqrob xSirad da am fiqrebs sadRac, usasrulobamde mivyavar.
– Tqveni erTi leqsi . . .
– Svebas aRar mgvris sityvaT
Sewyoba,
veRar verevi erTgvar droT
ritmSi.
me Tavs ganebeb, wminda gaqceviT –
karebs vaReb da vkuWav
siTeTres.
Svebas aRar mgvris, vidge
pirispir
garTxmul frazebis
sasaflaosTan.
uTariRoa gzazed Sexvedra,
dReidan TariRs warsuli
daTvlis.
ra damamSvidebs sarkis
CrdilebTan?
mjobnis sarkmlidan
gadaxtomebi!
viTxov, ufalma gamomacalos,
Sveba sityvebiT daclil
wuTebis.
