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erTiani erovnuli gamocdebis dawyebisTanave, internetsivrceSi gavrcelda foto warweriT – `7 Svilis deda da 2 SviliSvilis bebia megi TaTeSvili erovnul gamocdebs abarebs~, – ramac sazogadoebis aRfrTovaneba da didi interesi gamoiwvia.
deda, bebia da axla abiturientic, 45 wlis asakSi axal cxovrebas iwyebs. 17 wlis iyo, rodesac Jurnalistikis fakultetze Caabara, Tumca swavlis gagrZeleba veRar moaxerxa. dRes fiqrobs, rom sakuTari miznebis gansaxorcieleblad brZola gviani arasdros aris!
qalbatoni megi Cveni stumaria da misgan gavigebT, ras niSnavs 45 wlis asakSi abiturientoba da ra gamowvevebis winaSe aRmoCnda am arCevanis gamo
– mravali gamowvevis miuxedavad, mainc gadavwyvite stereotipebis msxvreva da am gziT yvelasTvis, maT Soris, sakuTari TavisTvis, imis Cveneba, rom Tu mizans daisaxav, Zalian moindomeb, asaki saerTod arafers niSnavs. yoveli SemTxvevisTvis, CemTvis arafers niSnavs am asakSi erTian erovnul gamocdebze gasvla, radgan ganvlili wlebi Svilebis aRzrdaSi davxarje da axla mivxvdi, rom dro movida, ganvviTarde da win wavide. amitomac gadavwyite erTiani erovnuli gamocdebis Cabareba. am asakSi miRebuli Cemi es gadawyvetileba bevrisTvis, albaT, ucnauria.
– ratom mogiwiaT wlebis win swavlis mitoveba?
– 1995 wels Jurnalistikis fakultetze Cavabare. maleve Sevqmeni ojaxi, meuRlem miTxra, ar gamuSaveb am profesiiT, modi, ojaxs mivxedoTo da mec davTanxmdi, iolad davTme. axla Zalian vnanob. amaze guli yovelTvis mwydeboda. yovelTvis maRizianebda is faqti, rom davrCi udiplomod, ganaTlebis gareSe! roca giyvars adamiani, ginda iseTi iyo, rogoric mas unda (qalebi aq Zalian vcdebiT), advilad vmorCildebiT mamakacs, ukan vixevT. Cvens ocnebebsa da miznebze uars vambobT. . . qalma, pirvel rigSi, karieraze unda izrunos. axla karieris Semdeg davayenebdi danarCen yvelafers.
– rogorc vici, baRSi muSaobT, es didi pasuxismgeblobacaa da damRlelic, ara?
– 12 welia, rac vmuSaob sabavSvo baRSi aRmzrdelis TanaSemwed, saqmes siyvaruliTa da pasuxismgeblobiT vekidebiT mec da Cemi TanamSromlebic. aq muSaoba marTlac Zalian sapasuxismgebloa. pasuxs ageb bavSvze, mis sicocxleze, janmrTelobaze. aq Semosvlis momentidan, sanam ezodan ar gava, maqsimalurad unda vizrunoT bavSvze, magram ar viRlebiT. Zalian gviyvars patarebi. srulad vixarjebiT. bavSvebTan urTierToba did siamovnebas gvgvris TiToeul TanamSromels.
– romel fakultetze abarebT?
– momavalSic ganaTlebis sferoSi vgegmav ganviTarebas. vapireb dawyebiTebis fakultetze Cabarebas, radgan es is mimarTulebaa, sadac vxedav Cems Tavs.
– repetitorebTan emzadebodiT?
– qarTul da ucxo enebSi Tavad movemzade, istoriis ukeT SeswavlaSi megobari usasyidlod damexmara. swored qarTulis gamocdazea gadaRebuli is foto, romelic socialur qselSi gamoCnda da sazogadoebis didi nawilis aRfrTovanebac gamoiwvia.
– auditoriaSi rom SexvediT rogori iyo abiturientebis reaqcia?
– erTs uTqvams, rom Semovida, damswre megona da Turme abiturienti ar yofilao (icinis)! xolo meores upasuxia, eg Cemi Zmakacis dedaao.
– visgan miiReT gadamwyveti rCeva, rom erovnul gamocdebze gasuliyaviT?
– CemTvis misabaZma, Zalian kargma qalbatonma miTxra, modi, sinje, me mjera Seni, rom yvelaferi gamogivao. registraciis bolo dRe iyo, davujere da marTlac, davregistrirdi. aucileblad unda gadadga nabiji, gamogiva Tu ar gamogiva, amas ara aqvs mniSvneloba. isic ki raRacas niSnavs, rom am nabijs gadadgam da ifiqreb Sens momavalze, ganviTarebaze. vfiqrob, es aucilebelia qalisTvis, miT umetes, im qalisTvis, romelsac meuRle aRar hyavs da cxovrebaSi yvela dabrkolebas marto gadis. adamiani Tu ixarjebi, yovelTvis miiReb dadebiT Sedegs, magram Tu ar daixarjebi, ar izruneb ganviTarebaze, Sedegi saidan iqneba?!
– ras urCevT qalebs?
– qalebs minda vuTxra, rom iyvnen Zlierebi, izrunon sakuTari Tavis ganviTarebaze. namdvilad Zlierebi varT, magram ganviTareba gvWirdeba yovelTvis! sakuTari ocnebebi arasdros daTmon! CemTvis `ar gamomiva~ ar arsebobs! Tu rames SeveWidebi, iq bolomde unda wavide, iseTi Sedegi unda miviRo, rogoric Cavifiqre! Zalian didi survili maqvs, mombaZon qalebma, romlebsac Cemnairad mouwiaT swavlis mitoveba an saerTod arc ufiqriaT Tavis droze.
– ras gvetyviT meuRleze da Tqvens siyvarulze?
– 2017 wels gavigeT, rom meuRles simsivne hqonda. Zalian imoqmeda am faqtma mTel ojaxze, Cemze, Svilebze. . . male daobldnen Cemi bavSvebi, me ki axalgazrda davqvrivdi. vfiqrob, siyvaruli mxolod erTxel modis. sxvaTa Soris, Svilebze win vayenebdi, Zalian miyvarda da vafasebdi. marto rom davrCi, metad gavaanalize, ra mniSvneloba aqvs adamianisTvis, qalisTvis sakuTari SesaZleblobebis maqsimalurad gamoyenebas, swavlas, umaRlesi ganaTlebis miRebas. qali ufro mets fiqrobs. yoveldRiurad eWideba sirTuleebs. brZola marto uwevs da fiqrobs, rom ganaTlebuli, warmatebuli ufro advilad SeZlebs problemebTan gamklavebas. meuRlis gardacvalebis Semdeg, erTi aseTi SemTxveva momivida – Cemma 11 wlis Svilma mariamma miTxra, deda, modi, Sen Cemi bebia iyavi da Cems ufros Svilze nanikoze meubneba, is deda iqneba Cemio. iciT, ra damemarTa?! ese igi Svils ar unda, rom me viyo misi deda, ZaZebiT, mouwesrigebeli, motirali, umakiaJod! TiTqos muq TmaSi ufro kargad gamoCndeboda, qmars rogor vglovob. Cemi Svilis am sityvebis Semdeg Tmac moviwesrige, Warbwoniani viyavi da davikeli, vakontrole kveba, daviwye varjiSi da 25 kg moviSore. warsuls aRar minda davubrunde! vifiqre, rom minda viyo axali, sxvanairi, unda Sevicvalo! iseTi unda gavxde, rom Svils movewono, CemiT iamayos, viyo sasurveli deda. hoda, marTlac sxvanairi gavxdi, radikalurad Sevicvale. gadatvirTuli grafikis miuxedavad, vcdilob, sakuTari TavisTvis Tavisufali dro gamovnaxo da mudmivad formaSi viyo, did siamovnebas viReb varjiSiT, rogori daRlili da datvirTulic unda viyo, mainc vvarjiSob.
– dediserTa xarT, aman xom ar ganapiroba Tqveni mravalSvilianoba?
– ki, dediserTobis gamo moklebuli var dedmamiSvilis siyvaruls, amitom yovelTvis vambobdi, rom mravalSviliani deda viqnebodi.
– abiturentobasTan erTad sxva siaxlec gaqvT. . .
– namdvilad asea, axlaxan gavige, rom axalcixeSi aris gvardia, sadac iReben rezervistebad qalebs. Zalian mizidavs iaraRis daSla-awyoba, iq ki am yvelafers aswavlian, forma gacvia da Cveulebrivad muSaob. gadavwyvite Sesvla da agvistoSi ficsac davdeb!
– gmiri deda xarT?
– ki, ratomac ara, gmiri deda var da samSoblos Tu gamoadgeba, brZolis velze mec gaval! sanam cocali var, vibrZoleb Cemi, Cemi Svilebisa da ojaxis ZlierebisTvis, winsvlisTvis, xolo imierSi Cemi meuRle melodeba. . .
dauRalavi SromiT, sakuTari ocnebebisadmi erTgulebiTa da didi pasuxismgeblobiT megim sakuTar Tavs da sazogadoebas ukve daumtkica, rom Zlieri qalia. axla qalebisTvis da ara mxolod qalebisTvis, magaliTis micemac SeuZlia.
