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sofo bukia saerTaSoriso literaturul festivalze `ze-karTan~ gavicani. Tavidanve TvalSi sacemi iyo misi gansakuTrebuli damokidebuleba TiToeuli mwerlis, poetis gamosvlaze – Tvalebi cremliT evseboda da cdilobda, RimiliT gadaefara emociebi. vuyurebdi da SegrZneba miCndeboda, rom xarbad isrutavda yvelafers qarTuls, efereboda bunebas, adamianebs da agrovebda sagzlad wasaReb STabeWdilebebs. asec aRmoCnda. sofo emigrantia, italiaSi cxovrobs, saqarTvelos ki 6 wlis Semdeg, ramdenime dRiT daubrunda. vTxove, moeyola sazRvrebs miRma mcxovrebi qarTvelebis cxovrebaze, emociebze, romelic emigrantis yoveldRiurobas axlavs. sul male wignis gamocemas apirebs, romelSic rogorc Tavis, aseve sxva emigrantebis yofa-cxovrebaze isaubrebs, im tkivilebze, romelmac SesaZlebelia, sicocxleSive gardacvaleba gangacdevinos.
– emigrantobis `gemo~. . .
– emigrantis cxovreba xSirad, bevris gadasaxedidan, Zalian saintereso, bednieri, laRi da mravalferovani Cans, Tumca am yvelafris miRma didi sevda imaleba. ki, Cven xSirad vaTavsebT socialur qselSi lamaz fotoebs, mogzaurobis videoebs, es erTgvari `signalia~ Cveni qveynis, Svilebis, ojaxis wevrebisaTvis, rom miuxedavad yvelafrisa, cocxlebi varT da vibrZviT ukeTesi xvalindeli dRisTvis. Zalian bevri adamiani ikargeba emigraciaSi, ra Tqma unda, fizikur dakargvas ar vgulisxmob. ucxo qveyanaSi Zalian rTulia, ipovo Seni gza. saqarTvelodan aseTi leqsiT wavedi: zogs gza daeZebs da aqcevs kacad, zognic ZebnaSi ikargebian, rad jdeba netav sicocxlis fasad gzis povna, roca yvelgan gzebia. ufals vexvewebodi swori gzebiT vetarebine, moeca SesaZlebloba, qarTvel xalxs gamovdgomodi emigraciaSi. viswavle, maqvs dioplomi boloniis universitetis beWdiT, axla ki vemzadebi italiurSi, rom viswavlo magistraturaze iuridiuli mimarTulebiT, riTac gamovadgebi Cems qarTvel emigrantebs. iciT, bevrgan arian aq iuristebi, magram, samwuxarod, marTali Zalian cotaa, iseTebi, romlebic ar arian orientirebulni fulis Sovnaze da realurad cdiloben emigrantebis problemebis mogvarebas. minda, yvela qarTvel emigrants vTxovo, nu dakargavT dros fuWad marto imisTvis, rom fuli iSovoT da gaagzavnoT saqarTveloSi, ibrZoleT ganviTarebisaTvis, iswavleT, imitom, rom rogorc Cvens qveyanas, aseve Svilebs Zlierebi da warmatebulebi vWirdebiT. Zalian minda, Cveni gakeTebuli saqmeebiT, sikeTeebiT, warmatebiT vasaxeloT da vaamayoT Cveni saqarTvelo. italielebma santa klausi Semarqves, zustad ician, rom rac SemiZlia Cemi qarTvelebisTvis da aramarto maTTvis, yvelafers gavakeTeb. roca ar Segcvlis fuli, simaRleebi, statusebi, vfiqrob, maSin ufali gyavs gulSi, romelic gaZlevs Zalas, gaumklavde yvela gamowvevas. udidesi siyvaruli makavSirebs saqarTvelosTan, romelic ufro da ufro izrdeba da farTovdeba. sul vambob, saqarTveloa is qveyana, romlisTvisac, Tu dasWirda, yvela mizezgareSe, Tavis gawirva SemiZlia. . .
– roca dedebi midian emigraciaSi da toveben Svilebs, xSirad sayvedurobs maT sazogadoeba. . . ginaniaT gadawyvetileba?
– gulwrfeli viqnebi da getyviT, minania is wlebi, romelic SvilTan erTad ver gavatare, miuxedavad imisa, rom mis yoveldRiur rutinaSi aqtiurad var CarTuli. magram, dRes, igive arCevanis winaSe rom viyo, vfiqrob, mainc wavidodi. mTavari iciT, ra aris? swori komunikacia SvilebTan, ojaxis wevrebTan. me ar vaCvev Cems Svils, rom Cemi damsaxurebiT yvelaferi eqneba, rasac moisurvebs. man icis, rom Tu ar iswavlis, Sromismoyvare Tu ar iqneba, ise ar mova aranairi warmateba. emigraciaSi myof qalbatonebs minda vTxovo, sanam gviani ar aris, niadagi movamzadoT saimisod, rom CvenTan waviyvanoT Cveni Svilebi da erTad gavagrZeloT cxovreba da moRvaweoba.
– gikiTxavT SvilisTvis im gancdebze, rac dedis emigraciaSi yofnas axlavs?
– mikiTxavs da pasuxi mimiRia, rom yovelTvis vakldi. . . magram Semdeg uTqvams isic, deda, rom ara Sen, am yvelafers ver SevZlebdio. TiTqos vmSviddebi, ase sworad rom iazrebs yvelafers da icis, xandaxan gviwevs dedebs mZime gadawyvetilebebis miReba, Tumca es yvelaferi isev Cveni Svilebis sakeTildReod keTdeba. zemoTac aRvniSne, mgonia, SvilebisTvis sworad miwodebul informacias udidesi mniSvneloba aqvs. Zalian bevri emigranti dabrunda cremlebiT ukan, emigraciaSi, roca aRmoaCina, rom sakuTar ojaxSi dabrunebuls, yvela gaucxoebuli daxvda. . .
– rogorc viciT, Zalian male wignis gamocemas apirebT. ra saTqmeliT warsdgebiT mkiTxvelis winaSe?
– gadavwyvite, emigraciaSi wasvlis Semdeg damewera Cems cxovrebaze. wigns erqmeva `sicocxleSi sicocxle da emigraciaSi gardacvaleba~. sicocxleSi sicocxle imitom, rom Cven mainc vcocxlobT, vibrZviT. emigraciaSi gardacvaleba imitom, rom Zalian rTulia, ar gardaicvalo sicocxleSi Tundac im dros, roca Zalian ginda Svils Caexuto da ver exutebi. aRniSnul wignSi, Cems emigraciaSi gatarebul wlebTan erTad, Zalian bevri adamianis cxovrebaze visaubreb, emigrantebze, romlebmac wlebis Semdeg gadawyvites, samudamod dabrunebuliyvnen saqarTveloSi da aq Camosulebma aRmoaCines, rom isini aravis sWirdeba, aravin elodeba. sakuTar saxlebSi erTi oTaxic ki ar aRmoCnda iseTi, sadac mSvidad daiZinebdnen. adgnen da uTqmelad, SvilebTan, ojaxis wevrebTan, axloblebTan gamoumSvidobeblad dabrundnen ukan. maT Svilebs, mSoblebs, ojaxis wevrebs vetyvi, xalxo, moefereT emigrant adamianebs, maT es Zalian, Zalian sWirdebaT.
– italiaSi mcxovrebi emigrantebisgan mogvismenia, rom xviCa kvaracxelias warmatebis Semdeg, am qveyanaSi qarTvelebisadmi damokidebuleba radikalurad Seicvala, ra Tqma unda, dadebiTisken. . .
– Cven varT axloblebi, Cemi Svilic kvaracxeliaa, xviCas pataraobidanve vicnob. fotoebs, videoebs rom vuyureb, rogor gaizarda, rogor Camoyalibda profesional fexburTelad, sixarulisa da siamayis gancda meufleba. araCveulebrivi bebia hyavda, romelsac veTayvanebodi, iseTi Zlieri da Rirseuli qalbatoni iyo. xviCas mSoblebi – maka da badric uwesieresi adamianebi arian, Zalian miyvars mTeli ojaxi. xviCa dilis 6 saaTze rom adgeboda, sul varjiSobda, Tavisi `faTiac~ iqve hyavda, sayvareli ZaRli, romelic sul dahyveboda, xandaxan karebSic ki ayenebda, viTom mekared da penaltebs artyamda. maka varjiSzec sul dayveboda, ambobda, imedi maqvs, gaamarTlebs yvelas imeds da warmatebas miaRwevso. me ki veubnebodi, am bavSvs raRac varskvlavuri aqvs da aucileblad gamoanaTebs-meTqi. wlebis Semdeg, roca is aRiarebuli fexburTeli gaxda, gamaxsenda Cemi es naTqvami. bednierebaa is, rom xviCasTan sisxliT naTesauri kavSiri aqvs Cems Svils da calke bednierebaa, rom saqarTvelos hyavs xviCas saxiT elCi italiaSi. is, rac man gaakeTa iq saqarTvelosTvis, qarTvelebisTvis, veravin moaxerxa, ver gaakeTa. vinc icnobs mas, yvela dameTanxmeba, rom xviCa aris saocari pirovneba. Cven yvela erTnairad vamayobT misiT da madlobas veubnebiT im sixarulisTvis, romelsac gvaniWebs.
– ra genatrebaT yvelaze metad italiaSi yofnisas?
– haeri da miwa. yofila SemTxveva, gazafxulze, roca dilis mzis sxivebi mohfenia namian mindors, warmomidgenia, im wams rogor davdivar fexSiSveli qarTul miwaze da rogor veferebi yvavilebs. TviTmfrinavi rom daeSva saqarTveloSi da civma haerma daubera, ase megona, yvela ZarRvSi gamiara, cremlebi wamomivida. sxva saqarTvelos, ase Tbils da ase lamazs, marTla versad naxavT. saqarTveloa, rac yvelas dagvabrunebs aucileblad ukan. mjera, Cveni qveyana aucileblad gaxdeba evrokavSiris wevri, Rirseulad davubrundebiT Cvens kuTvnil ojaxs.
– msurs. . .
– gabrwyinebuli, gamTlianebuli da ekonomikurad Zlieri saqarTvelos xilva, Zalian myari da Semdgari saxelmwifosi, saidanac arcerT qarTvels ar moundeba emigrantad wasvla. maRalmTian aWaraSi, festivalze `ze-karTan~ stumrad myofs, kidev erTxel dameufla siamayis gancda, rom eri, romelsac amdeni kargi mwerali, poeti da, zogadad, adamiani hyavs, aucileblad ityvis Tavis Rirseul sityvas da moigebs yvela `oms~. me saqarTvelodan didi siyvaruli da siTbo mimaqvs sagzlad, romelic didxans meyofa. miyvarxar saqarTvelov, me davbrundebi!
