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ase hqvia mxatvar nino niJaraZis wigns, romlis wardginebac baTumis xelovnebis saxelmwifo saswavlo universitetSi gaimarTa. Sexvedraze misul adamianebs SesaZlebloba hqondaT daeTvalierebinaT individualuri xelweris mqone xelovanis tiloebic, romlebic samyaros siRrmiseuli da xatovani aRqmis sinTezia. Nnino niJaraZe mxatvruli xerxebis saSualebiT gadmogvcems sakuTar gancdebsa da emociebs, ambobs, rom `mdumare xelovnebis~ warmomadgenelia da miiCnevs, mxatvrobas axsna ar unda sWirdebodes, is Tavad unda scemdes kiTxvebze pasuxebs. rogorc qalbatonma ninom gviTxra, bavSvobidan wers, uyvars saintereso da namdvili ambebis aRwera, romelic mis cxovrebas, qalaqs da im adamianebs exebaT, baTums sxva elfers da energetikas rom sZendnen. isic aRniSna, rom wignis saTauri ar unda gavigoT pirdapir, radgan masSi igive doziT aris iumori, rogorc sevda, emociebi, romelic adamianis cxovrebas mudmivad axlavs da afarToebs mis SemoqmedebiT Tvalsawiers.
– aris mogonebebi, romlebic ginda viRacas gauziaro, magram ver xatav, funji yvela Temas ver imorCilebs. frangi mwerlis sityvebi miyvars Zalian, romelic CemTvis erTgvar sloganad iqca `wera miyvars imitom, rom laparakob da aravin gawyvetinebs~ . wera CemTvis Sinagani moTxovnilebaa. wignis saTaurs rac Seexeba, sadRac wavikiTxe da Zalian momwons, dReebis mixedviT var, xandaxan sevdiani optimisti var da xandaxan mxiaruli pesimisti. Zalian bevri idea maqvs, mosayoli ambebi da vxvdebi, erTi sicocxle ar aris sakmarisi, rom yvelaferi, rac SenSia, Tqva, gadmosce. mimaCnia, dRem ise ar unda Caiaros, rom raRac ar daxato, ar dawero, mudmivad unda iyo moZraobaSi. ar miyvars mogonili ambebi, miyvars im ambebze wera, romelic Tavad ganvicade. sakmaod saintereso cxovreba mqonda, sakmaod bevr da Zalian saintereso adamians vicnobdi, romlebmac garkveuli roli iTamaSes Cems cxovrebaSi. swored am adamianebze da maTTan dakavSirebul ambebze mogviTxrobs wigni `sevdiani monologebi~ – gviTxra Tanamedrove qarTuli xelovnebis erT-erTma TvalsaCino warmomadgenelma nino niJaraZem.
wignis wardginebas araerTi baTumeli xelovani eswreboda, romlebmac nino niJaraZis pirovnebasa da SemoqmedebiT mravalferovnebaze isaubres, gansakuTrebuli siyvaruliT moefernen mxatvars da warmatebebi usurves. `nino is qalia, romelic wers ferebiT da xatavs sityvebiT~ – ase daiwyo Tavisi gamosvla poetma vaxtang Rlontma da AaRniSna, rom baTumelebma nino niJaraZes TavianT gulebSi daudges Zegli, Seiyvares da es yvelaze didi jildoa adamianisaTvis, romelic mTeli cxovrebaYyurs ugdebs baTumis guliscemas.
– TiToeuli Cvengani gansakuTrebulia, ufals umniSvnelo da meorexarisxovani aravin gauCenia, yvela pirvelia, oRond mTeli cxovreba imis ZiebaSia adamiani, raSia pirveli da gansakuTrebuli. nino da misi meuRle vaxtang beselia ise Seerwynen baTums, maT gareSe ver warmomidgenia es qalaqi. Zalian sainteresoa ninos wigni, romelSic misi drois baTumis ambebia aRwerili. rogorc unikalur Senobebs vufrTxildebiT, ise unda gavufrTxildeT im adamianebs, romlebic baTumis erTgvari simboloebi arian. ase mgonia, ra saqmesac ar unda mohkidos Cvenma Zvirfasma ninom xeli, iqneba gansakuTrebuli da yovelTvis ipovis Tavis Rirseul niSas. Cven movaleni varT, erTmaneTi gadavarCinoT. ninom am wigniT Tavisi wili baTumi gadaarCina, – aRniSna vaxtang Rlontma.

