„ომიდან“ – ომში – ნანა აკობიძის გზასავალი
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ra kargi iqneboda, wera ar SemZleboda, maSin ufro naklebi tkivilebiT vivlidi dedamiwaze, – aRniSna gazeT `aWarasTan~ saubarSi poetma, Jurnalistma, gamomcemelma da mediamkvlevarma nana akobiZem. Tvlis, rom teqstebs, romelic iwereba da midis mkiTxvelamde, erTaderTi daniSnuleba unda hqondes mxolod, – daafiqros adamiani, gauCinos emocia, romelic sinaTleSi waruZRveba da gaaTavisuflebs yofiTi simuqeebisgan. SeiZleba Tamamad iTqvas, rom nana akobiZis Semoqmedeba swored aseTia, mravalgvar emocias amogitivtivebs qvecnobieridan, Semdeg ki gaZlevs saSualebas, iq napovni, SenTvis misaRebi pasuxebiT ufro mSvidad ganagrZo gza. 90-iani wlebis Semdeg, am ramdenime Tvis win, pirvelad gamosca sruli poeturi krebuli `valauvali~. ambobs, rom mwerlobaSi misi es dabruneba erTgvari valis dabrunebaa im mkiTxvelisTvis, visTan kavSiric didxniani SemoqmedebiTi pauzis miuxedavad, arasodes gauwyvetia. yovelTvis icoda, rom swored maSin daubrundeboda mwerlobas, roca gulwrfelad moisurvebda da igrZnobda, rom saTqmeli daugrovda. araerTi rTuli weli gamoiara, pirdapiri Tu gadataniTi mniSvnelobiT. iyo omSi, brZolaSi, sadac ar ici, gadarCebi Tu – ver. Tumca yovelTvis sjeroda, Tu gadarCebi, mixvdebi, rom yvelafris miuxedavad, cxovreba gagrZeldeba da Sen gamosavalTan erTad, aucileblad ipovi TavSesafarsac.
– mogviyeviT, rodis da rogor Semovida Tqvens cxovrebaSi poezia?
– 90-iani wlebis poeti var, anu, damoukidebeli, axali saqarTvelos poeti da mimaCnia, rom es erTdroulad privilegiacaa da tvirTic. privilegia imitom, rom moveswari axali saqarTvelos dabadebas, tvirTi ki is aris, roca giwevs raRacis saTavesTan dgoma da gaazreba, rom yvela patara kenWi raRacaSi sworad unda Cado, aaSeno. cxadad maxsovs is dRe da suraTi, roca poezia sul sxva feriT da surneliT Semovida CemSi. 90-iani wlebis uSuqo, bneli Rame iyo, RumelTan vijeqi, merve klasSi viyavi, SemTxveviT gadavSale besik xaranaulis wigni da mivxvdi, rom CemTvis raRac absoluturad axals Sevexe, sruliad ucxo samyaroSi aRmovCndi. Sevexe mamals, romelic wiTeli fardagidan gadmodis… besik xaranaulis metaforebi, pastoraluri yofis suraTxatebi ise sxvanairad Semovida CemSi, pirvelad maSin damemarTa did poeziasTan Sexebis kulturuli Soki. mivxvdi, rom Cemi sulisTvis, fiqrisTvis raRac Zalian mniSvnelovans mivageni. bavSvobidan vwerdi, mcdelobebi mqonda. students kidev erTi da axali Soki meloda. omSi gaxveul qveyanaSi, roca poezia, literatura TiTqmis aRaravis axsovda, aseT dros uceb vxvdebi axalgazrdebs, romlebic axali saTqmeliT Semovidnen poeziaSi. `qronofagebi~ – ase erqva maSindeli Taobis poetur gaerTianebas, romelTa poeziis saRamos pirvelad universitetSi daveswari da miRebuli STabeWdilebisgan akankalebuli davbrundi saxlSi. Mmegona, TavSi qariSxali datrialda da aTasi fiqri erTmaneTSi auria. maTma saocarma teqstebma, romelic iyo axali da ar hgavda adre wakiTxul poezias, Zalian imoqmeda Cemze. Aamitom sul vfiqrob, rom davalebuli var maTgan. TavisTavad, 90- ianebis garemo iseTi iyo, rom raRac TavSesafari unda geZebna axalgazrda, 18 wlis adamians, romelsac gaqvs gamZafrebuli aRqma da wer leqsebs. me da Cemma orma megobarma poetma – aleko cqitiSvilma da rezo geTiaSvilma, SevqmeniT `beberi poetebis ordeni~, ase erqva gaerTianebas. dRes rom vfiqrob, es iyo Cveni patara TavSesafari, rom ar gaveWyliteT maSin cxovrebas da raRacnairad gadagverCina Tavi, erTmaneTi, gadagverCina CvenSi saTqmeli, is, rac gvawuxebda. xSirad vambob, ra kargi iqneboda, rom ar SemZleboda wera, ufro Sevirgebdi cxovrebas. siRrmeebSi qeqvis Tu wvdomis gamudmebuli survili xSirad mikargavs siamovnebis gancdas, rac martivad SeiZleba miiRo awmyoSi. aRniSnuli gaerTianeba privilegia iyo CemTvis, gamarTleba, rom movxvdi saWiro adgilze, saWiro adamianebis gverdiT. Semdeg Cven wavediT afxazeTSi, omis Jurnalistebi gavxdiT. Jurnalistika bediswerad eqca Cvens Semoqmedebas, imitom, rom gviwevda Jurnalistikisa da literaturis zRvarze siaruli. Semdeg, droebiT, distancirebuli gavxdi literaturasTan…
– Tu arsebobs gamorCeuli kadri, romelic afxazeTis omidan SemorCa Tqvens mexsierebas?
– omi sul gaxsovs, ramdeni welic unda gavides, arasdros midis Seni mexsierebidan, magram aris ramdenime kadri, romelic arasdros damaviwydeba. 9 maiss mogvixda iq yofna, warmoidgineT dacarielebuli soxumis quCebi da quCis meore mxares moxuci, romelic marto mouyveba sanapiros da gulze samamulo omis medlebi ukidia. es iyo yvelaze siurrealisturi kadri, rac ki minaxavs. bombebis xmis fonze, adamiani Zveli omidan moabijebs axal omSi da moaqvs Tavisi dResaswauli. aseTi sevdiani dResaswauli meore ar maxsovs. isev omi iyo – omSi…
afxazeTis omidan sxva kadrebic maxsovs, maT Soris romantikulic, romelic gvaxsenebda, rom sadRac cxovreba grZeldeba da sanam cocxali xar, ar unda Sewyvito brZola.
– sanam krebuls `valauvali~ gamoscemdiT, iyo didi pauza. am drois ganmavlobaSi TqvenSi gaCenil sicarieles ra avsebda?
– vdistancirdi literaturuli samyarosgan, Tumca procesidan arasodes wavsulvar, sul viyavi monawile. iyo Zalian didi doziT rutina, yoveldRiuri safiqrali, 4 Svilis aRzrda. Tumca yovelTvis maxsovda, rom maqvs erTi superZala, romelic roca damWirdeba, roca movindomeb, Cem gverdiT gaCndeba. vfiqrobdi, rom SesaZloa, am Zalis gamoZaxebas imedgacruebac mohyoloda, iseTi doziT ver damxmareboda, rogorc warmomedgina, magram yovelTvis mjeroda, rom es Zala maqvs da swored is aris Cemi jildoc da sasjelic. jildoa, roca SegiZlia nebismieri emocia aqcio teqstad. sasjelia, roca yvelafers cxovrebaSi Zalian siRrmiseulad aRiqvam da ver tkbebi yoveldRiurobiT.
– Tqveni Semoqmedebis eqo… gzavnili TaobebisTvis…
– hipoTeturad, ukanaskneli dRe rom dgebodes da miTxran, ramdenime gzavnili gauSvi Semdegi civilizaciisTvis, Semdegi TaobisTviso, pirveli, aucileblad vityodi, rom yvelam, gansakuTrebiT ki axalgazrdebma, romlebic eZeben axal unarebs sakuTar TavSi, unda ipovon Tavisi superZala da Semdeg is gadaaqcion cxovrebasTan sabrZolvel iaraRad. adamianebma arasodes ar unda Tqvan sakuTar ocnebebze uari, swored amis Tqma minda Cemi teqstebiTac, radgan ocneba mainc rCeba adamianis mTavar idealad, romliskenac mivdivarT, miviswrafviT. Tu gvegoneba, rom es ideali ar arsebobs, Zalian uintereso gaxdeba siaruli am gzaze. amitom adamianebma TavianTi warmosaxviTi Tu realuri fiqrebiTa da ocnebebiT ar unda Sewyviton idealisken swrafva. danarCeni ukve TavSive aRvniSne, – minda, rom meti vifiqroT.
– TqvenTvis ra aris Tavisufleba?
– Cemi azriT, dRevandeli mocemulobiT, Tavisufleba aris gaazreba imisa, rom erTi adamiani aris Zalian didi Zala. Zala ara erTobaSi, aramed individebSia da es individebi qmnian erTobas. samwuxarod Tu sabednierod, me ar momwons gamoTqma `Zala erTobaSia~. Cems warmosaxvaSi es aris ukve brutaluri, umarTavi Zala. individebis Zala, romelic gaazrebul Zalas qmnis, aris is Zala, romelsac moaqvs da qmnis Tavisuflebas. Tavisufleba isev da isev, gaazrebaa imisa, rom adamianma icodes, ra SesaZleblobebi aqvs, ra uflebebi da Zala. mimaCnia, rom swored amis codna aris Tavisufleba. Tavisufal erad Sedgeba qveyana, roca TiToeuli adamiani qveyanaSi sakuTar uflebebs, movaleobebs, sakuTar Zalas gaisigrZeganebs. darwmunebuli var, moveswrebi sazogadoebas, roca TiToeul adamians Cvens qveyanaSi ecodineba, rom is erTi konkretuli adamiani aris cvlilebebis momtani, Semoqmedi da SemZle imis gaazrebiT, rom is aris srulfasovani moqalaqe.
– rogor fiqrobT, dRes literaturera Tu ambobs saTqmels?
– epoqebi icvleba, adamianebi icvlebian, mocemuloba, moTxovnilebebi icvleba, Sesabamisad, dakveTac icvleba, Tu rogori unda iyos poezia, literatura. imis miuxedavad, Cven mogvewoneba, Tu ar mogvewoneba ras ambobs literatura, me mainc mgonia, rom mas winaswarmetyveluri Zalac aqvs, yvelaze metad SeuZlia realobis Cveneba. literaturas SeuZlia gvafiqros da roca vfiqrobT, gamosavalic iZebneba maSin.
– rogoria Tqveni wili baTumi, ras niSnavs es qalaqi TqvenTvis?
– leqsidan, romelic baTums mivuZRveni, ramdenime taeps wagikiTxavT:
arian qalaqebi, qaliviT qalaqebi,
hos da aras Soris mzes rom gaaCnia,
dRes rom gaaCnia, sulze rom gaCndeba iseTi qalaqebi,
iseTi amindebiT, iseTi armindebiT, mindaze metiT da
dRes zRva aReldeba.
arc ise Soria Cemgan es qalaqi,
qaliviT qalaqi dRes ufro ho aris da gverdiT quCaze,
gverdiT sastumroSi vardiT da gviriliT mejlisze midian, yvela vinc miyvarda, yvela vinc Semomxvda odesRac qalaqSi, romelic miyvarda.
ai, es aris CemTvis baTumi, yvela, vinc miyvarda, yvela vinc Semomxvda. Zalian miyvars zogadad aWara, aq mcxovrebi uTbilesi da usayvarlesi adamianebi.
