“მწამს, რომ ჩემი ყველა მიზანი ფრთებს შეისხამს”
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axalgazrda mwerali salome ananiZe qedis raion sofel cxmorisSi daibada. baTumis SoTa rusTavelis saxelmwifo universitetSi, qarTuli filologiis fakulteti daamTavra. 2019 wels literaturul konkursSi `axalgazrda xelovani~ misi damfuZneblis, Jiuris wevris, mweral oTar jirkvaliSvilis rCeuli gaxda. 2020 wlidan monawileobs literaturul konkursSi `pegasi~, mravalgzis finalisti da sxvadasxva nominaciis gamarjvebulia. misi novelebi Tu leqsebi daibeWda JurnalebSi `Woroxi~, `afinaJi~, aseve, gazeT `aWaraSi~. dRes salome Cveni stumaria.
– vin var da vin mindoda vyofiliyavi. . .
– sakuTari Tavis erT-erTi rogiTi maZiebeli var. bevrs verafers vityvi, sjobs drom Tavad ilaparakos, rogorc saukeTeso istorikosma. minda viyo is, vinc var da pirvel rigSi – adamiani, yvela gagebiT.
– bavSvobis yvelaze mZafri mogoneba. . .
– bavSvobidan yvelafers sxvanairad vuyureb da aRviqvam. mZafrad maxsendeba, rigori mtkivneuli iyo, roca TiTqos ususuri fiso dasdevda da dRenaklul pepelas klavda. axla vxvdebi, xandaxan rogori borotia cxovreba. . .
– rac yvelaze mniSvnelovania. . .
– Cemi ojaxi, sadac Tavs yvelaze daculad vgrZnob.
– yvelaferi daiwyo aRqmiT, rom. . .
– Cemi cxovrebis gza melnisferi mdeloebiTaa moferadebuli.
– cxovreba hgavs. . .
– „minda, Cemi cxovreba hgavdes lurj mdelos, romelsac ar exeTqeba tanjvis talRebi, rom wlebis mere xeli gadavusva da maszed aRmocendnen nazi bgerebi, romlebsac horizonts gavatan gaWaRaravebul uflis pacientebTan, egeb, vinmes sasicocxlod dasWirdes sityva „gadarCena!“
– bevrjer mifiqria. . .
– rogori iqneba Cemi pirveli wignis prezentacia. minda zRapris patara monakveTs hgavdes, sadac yvela sakuTari Tavis povnas iswavlis Cemi patar-patara frazebiT.
– vnanob. . .
– araswor urTierTobebs. marTalia, TiToeulma raRac maswavla, magram sulic amomiglija.
– damsxvreuli stereotipebi. . .
– jerjerobiT, gansakuTrebuli araferi gamikeTebia am mxriv, magram samyaros vaCveneb, rom wesebi ar arsebobs!
– samyaros aRqmis Cemeuli emocia. . .
– gaocebiT veRar aRviqvam samyaros yoveldRiurobas, albaT, ufro Jruantelis davlisas rom damewvis yvela Zvali, mag momentSi vgrZnob detalebs.
– nivTi, romelsac sul vatareb. . .
– kalami damaqvs yvelgan da yovelTvis, bevrjer mqonia SemTxveva, xelisgulze damiweria.
– siyvaruli rom ar yofiliyo. . .
– ukuni daisadgurebda mTels samyaroSi. siyvarulia Tavad ufali, siyvarulia yoveli axali dRe, yoveli gamoxedva adamianisa, siyvarulia sulis simSvidisa da sicocxlis mTavari wyaro. yovelTvis veubnebi samyaros, rom Cemi siyvaruli arasdros daokdeba.
– yvelaze didi imedgacrueba. . .
– imedi xSirad mikvdeba, magram sul fexze dadgomas vaswavli da gaZlierebuls ufro metad vufrTxildebi.
– ra azris xarT literaturis kritikosebze?
– yovelTvis kompetentur xalxs veZeb maT Soris da vici, maTi marTali sityva literaturas mwvervalebs daapyrobinebs.
– wigni, romelSic sacxovreblad gadavidodi. . .
– Cemi cxovrebac wignia, ubralod, jer mwerals ar scalia saTauri rom gaasajaroos. male yvela waikiTxavT.
– arasdros. . .
– vityvi – arasdros, radgan bedis borbali saocari siswrafiT trialebs, miT umetes, roca saqme Cems awmyos exeba.
– niWi an unari, romelsac visurvebdi. . .
– sul mindoda xatva mcodnoda da Cemi personaJebis Tvalebi damexata mkiTxvelisTvis.
– bolos wavikiTxe. . .
– Tanamedrove mwerlebis minimebs vkiTxulob es bolo periodia, saocar azrs deben da bolomde giTrevs.
– erT dResac gaTendeba da. . .
– mzis nacvlad mTvare amova, romelic meored mosvlis didi dasawyisi iqneba.
– sevdas mgvris. . .
– roca vxedav, rom Zalian bevri bavSvi udedod izrdeba, aq RmerTis arseboba wamiT maviwydeba kidec, samwuxarod.
– Cemze amboben. . .
– kargTan erTad, bevr cuds laparakoben. Ara uSavs, yvela imas xedavs, rogoric TviTonaa. mTavaria, ufali ras ambobs Cemze.
– ra feri aqvs sikeTes?
– sikeTe im adamianis Tvalebis feria, romelsac is yvelaze metad sWirdeba. yvelaze lamazi feria samyaroSi.
– nawarmoebi, romlis avtoric viqnebodi. . .
– Zalian bevri iseTi nawarmoebi Seqmnila, romelsac siamovnebiT miisakuTreb Semoqmedi, magram CemTvis avtorobis yvelaze didi simaRle iqneba wigni, sadac samyaros vamxel.
– TeTri SuriT mSurs. . .
– yvela im adamianis, romelsac miteveba SeuZlia mTeli guliT.
– romel droSi cxovrebas isurvebdiT?
– galaktionis Taoba viqnebodi daufiqreblad.
– daviwyeba rom SemeZlos. . .
– arafris daviwyeba aRar minda, mere kargis fass davkargav.
– fobia. . .
– sul mindoda, simaRlis SiSi mqonoda, rom mere dameZlia da es emocia gamomecada, magram esec ar maqvs.
– Tema, problema, romelic yvelaze metad maRelvebs. . .
– yvela drois yvelaze didi problema isaa, rom adamianebi erTmaneTs ar usmenen da urTierTobebi civdeba.
– sityva, romelic yvelaze kargad aRmwers. . .
– maZiebeli.
– yvelaze didi sisuste. . .
– siyvaruli.
– menatreba. . .
– bavSvobis yoveli wami.
– vimogzaurebdi. . .
– msoflios garSemo.
– kiTxva, romelze pasuxic minda vicode. . .
– uflis goneba jabnis Tu guli, roca Cven, adamianebi vcodavT?– sayvareli literaturuli personaJi. . .
– yovelTvis, roca wigns vkiTxulob, yoveli personaJisgan viReb rogorc kargs, aseve, cuds, ukeTesi rom gaxdes Cemi sulis bneli kuTxe.
– weris procesi hgavs. . .
– samyaroSi yvelaze lamazi grZnobaa, roca yovelgvari emociisgan iclebi da uflis sufTa sulTan iwyeb gulwrfel saubars.
– procesi Tu Sedegi?
– procesi calke netarebaa, Tavadac axlidan ibadebi.
– mavsebs. . .
– roca axalgazrdebi Cems nawerebs kiTxuloben.
– amoCemebuli fraza. . .
– rac ar unda moxdes, ar gaborotde!
– yvelaze ucnauri Tviseba, romelic maxasiaTebs. . .
– ucnaur TvisebaTa yulaba CemSi inaxeba, xasiaTebis mixedviT.
– cremlebs ver vikaveb, roca. . .
– bednierebiT gabrwyinebul Seyvarebul wyvils vxedav da maTi Tvalebi emociebis zRvaa.
– sakuTar TavSi Sevcvlidi. . .
– martoobis gamudmebul moTxovnilebas.
– crurwmenebi da akviatebebi. . .
– crurwmenebis dajerebas Cem gverdiT yvelas vukrZalav. Melodiis, musikis akviateba mCvevia da esec saocrad mamSvidebs.
– STagonebis wyaro. . .
– STagonebad SeiZleba meqces erTi patara detalic ki, romelsac seirnobisas SevamCnev.
– sayvareli mwerali. . .
– vaJa-fSavela.
– dRe, romelmac Cemi cxovreba Secvala. . .
– roca oTar jirkvaliSvilis rCeuli gavxdi proeqt `axalgazrda xelovanSi~. im dRes, Tavisi gadawyvetilebiT, CemSi melani CaRvara am adamianma da mwerlobis samyarosken mibiZga.
– mwams. . .
– rom Cemi yvela mizani frTebs Seisxams da mxolod sityvebad ar darCeba.
– adamiani adamianisTvis. . .
– yvelaze didi sayrdenia. adamiani adamianisTvis mzea!
– yvelaze didi jildo. . .
– RvTisgan kurTxeuli siyvarulis unari.
– yovelTvis erTnairad aRmafrTovanebs. . .
– keTili adamiani.
– Tavisufleba aris. . .
– CemTvis weris procesi Tavisuflebaa, frTebSesxmuli frazebi, romlebsac sazRvrebs veravin dauwesebs, Tavad Cemi arsebac ki.
– gzavnili samyaros. . .
– yoveldRe vugzavni frazebs samyaros, romlebic wlebis Semdeg unda damxvdes. samyaros TvaliT unda davinaxo sabolood, Tu rogor gadaSlian patara TiTebi Cemi tyavidan aRmocenebul sulis melodias.
– Cemze aravin icis, rom. . .
– aris raRacebi, rac aravin unda icodes da ase davtovoT bolomde. . .
– mjera. . .
– rom ufali martos arasdros damtovebs.
– momavlis kadri. . .
– me saskolo JurnaliTa da uamravi wigniT xelSi vdgavar derefanSi da saavtoro wignis avtografs vurigeb Cems patara megobrebs. . .
– axla yvelaze metad minda. . .
– sadme Sors, myudro adgilas, sruliad marto vijde, vkiTxulobde, vwerde da buxari gizgizebdes.
– mas vetyvi, rom. . .
– nebismiers minda vuTxra, rom Cemamde nu mova, Tuki unda wavides da fiqrebTan marto damtovos.
– eqspromtad. . .
`sikvdilis sunTqvas CemSi rom cekvavs,
vuZRvni daJangul bolo ileTebs.
am Cems sikvdilSi taZrebs vaSeneb –
mamao isev siyvaruls Txzavdes.
gamoadevneT, locvebs frazebi,
gadarCenisTvis rom iwereba.
gadarCenaa, aba ra aris
vidge sarkesTan saxeucnobi,
sityvisamara vrCebode SenTan,
Sen ki aqrobde sulis SeberviT
taZarSi wmindad anTebul sanTels.
jiuti var da jiutad vageb,
taZrebs anTebuls, sadac moZRvari
siyvaruls Txzavda. jiuti var da
jiutad cekvavs CemSi narCenni
bolo sityvebi!~. . .

