„წერის პროცესი ჰგავს უმოწყალო და მარადიულ შიმშილს“. . .

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Cveni stumaria mravalmxrivi niWiT dajildoebuli pirovneba, poeti da reJisori nana (nano) SainiZe. is oTxi krebulis avtoria – `Cemi avanscena~, `areulebi~, `isev areulebi~ da `rigiTi~. Tavisive piesebis mixedviT dadgა ramdenime speqtakli, aseve, Catarebuli aqvs Zalian bevri RonisZieba da ganაxorcielა araerTi proeqti. aRsaniSnavia, rom qalbatoni nana, ukve sami welia, saqarTvelos Tavdacvis Zalebis erovnuli gvardiis moqmedi jariskacia (rezervi). amJamad xulos kulturis centrSi sazogadoebasTan urTierTobis mTavari specialistia. hyavs ori Svili da ori SviliSvili.

– davibade. . .

– arc gaSlili atmis yvavilebidan davbadebulvar da arc damskdari broweulis sixasxase damyolia imTaviTve. . . 1975 wlis 16 oqtombers davibade . . . RvinobisTves. xulo, sofeli raqvTaa Cemi adgilis deda da fesvebidanve momyveba sxalTismieri morCileba da mokrZaleba, sarekelas Walis sinoyive, alikaris CanCqeris SxefebSi cisartyelas wamieri gaelveba, didieilis, samsmelosa da TeTrobis mTebis Rrublebisaken swrafvis survili, xixanis cixis sigoroze da siamaye, civtbis idumaleba. aki Tavidanve vTqvi, RvinobisTvidan gamomyva-meTqi badagiseuli xilvebi . . .

– vin var da vin mindoda vyofiliyavi. . .

– vinc mindoda vyofiliyavi, is var zustad – adamiani

(am sityvis sruli gagebiT)!

– bavSvobis yvelaze mZafri mogoneba . . .

– mecxre klsidan rom gamomiyvanes da gamaTxoves biWze, romelic Tavadac bavSvi iyo, Zalian mZafri da tkiviliani kvali datova CemSi am mogonebam.

– rac yvelaze mniSvnelovania. . .

– sulis Tavisufleba aris adamianSi yvelaze mniSvnelovani. Tu suli borkilqveS ar gaqvs, maSin yvelaferi gamogdis!

– yvelaferi daiwyo aRqmiT, rom. . .

– sicocxle ulamazesi misiaa uflisgan boZebuli da unda SevZloT (sanam viqnebiT) Cveni arsebobiT aravin davRaloT.

– cxovreba hgavs. . .

– cxovreba faruli omia, sadac mTavarsardalic Tavad xar da rigiTi mebrZolic.

– bevrjer mifiqria. . .

– rogori mSvenieri iqneboda cxovreba boRmis da sxvisi cxovrebis Wvretis gareSe, adamianebi amas rom viTvaliswinebdeT.

– vnanob. . .

– bevr rames, samwuxarod, ZiriTadad, mainc im ndobas, romelsac gadauares.

– damsxvreuli stereotipebi. . .

– oo, albaT mTiani aWaridan erTaderTi qali Tu ara, erT-erTi mainc var, romelmac bevri stereotipi daamsxvria.

– samyaros aRqmis Cemeuli emocia. . .

– rogorc aRvniSne, RvinobisTves var dabadebuli. . . albaT amitomac damsdevs mudmiv Tanamgzavrad badagiseuli, areuli xilvebica da maTrobelobac: miyuCebaca da siSlegec. arada, TiTqmis Cveulebrivi, nawnavebiani gogona vyofilvar. oRond cota ufro farTod mqonda gaxelili Tvalebi, vidre sxvebs da cota ufro sxvanairad vxedavdi, vidre sxvebi. isini xedavdnen, rom dgas uZravi xe da mis mwvane foTlebs niavi aSrialebs, an hyvavis da is-isaa kokrebi gamoaqvs, me ki vxedavdi, rom xis foTlebs niavi ki ar aSrialebda, yunwebSi uRitinebda da foTlebi xtodnen, xiTxiTebdnen, lamis gulebi uskdebodaT. xe ubralod ki ar hyvaoda, yoveli kvirti ToTo bavSviviT iRviZebda, Tvalebs ifSvnetda, izmoreboda da – tkac! RimiliT ubrwyindeboda saxe. TvaldaxuWulic vxedavdi, sxvebTan SedarebiT! Sen sul ase ucnaurad geCveneba yvelaferio – da ar mijerebdnen. es ki Zalian, Zalian cudia, roca Sen raime gjera da sxvebi ar gijereben.

– nivTi, romelsac sul vatareb. . .

– dedis gaxunebuli fotosuraTi. . .

– siyvaruli rom ar yofiliyo. . .

– me piradad mosiarule gvamad vigrZnobdi Tavs usiyvarulod.

– yvelaze didi imedgacrueba. . .

– roca pirvelad vapatie adamianebs Ralati, maSin mivxvdi, rom sakuTar Tavs vatkendi amiT da es iyo CemTvis mTavari imedgacrueba. mivxvdi, rom susti viyavi saimisod – ar mepatiebina.

– ra azris xarT literaturis kritikosebze?

– jansaRi kritika yvelgan misaRebia, Tumca ara – yvelasgan!

– wigni, romelSic sacxovreblad gadavidodi. . .

– naira gelaSvilis `ambrni, umbrni da arabni~.

– arasdros. . .

– vapatieb adamians ojaxis Seuracxyofas.

– niWi an unari, romelsac visurvebdi. . .

– bevri ramis codna msurs, ver gamovyof. adamiani dReniadag codnisken unda iswrafodes.

– bolos wavikiTxe. . .

– orhan famuqis – `mdumare saxli~.

– erT dResac gaTendeba da. . .

– Cemi yvelaze didi ocneba axdeba.

– sevdas mgvris. . .

– urapatriotizmi. gaciebuli adamianuri urTierTobebi.

– Cemze amboben. . .

– bevr rames. rac Cemamde mosula da imasac, rac ar moutaniaT. erTs gamovyof – Cemi pirdapiroba, romelsac arc diplomatias vakleb, mainc vermisaRebia umravlesobisTvis.

– ra feri aqvs sikeTes?

– gaaCnia, vis ra feri uyvars. CemTvis yvelaze warmoudgenlad lamazi da surnelovania sikeTe.

– nawarmoebi, romlis avtoric viqnebodi. . .

– `daTa TuTaSxia~ (Zalian ambiciuri var, ara?).

– TeTri SuriT mSurs. . .

– Wkviani adamianis!

– romel droSi cxovrebas isurvebdiT?

– arafers vuCivi im dros, sadac vcxovrob, miuxedavad imisa, rom Zalian bevri gamowvevis winaSe damayena cxovrebam rogorc piradSi, aseve sociumSi.

– daviwyeba rom SemeZlos. . .

– yvela im Secdomas daviviwyebdi, nebsiT Tu uneblieT rom damiSvia.

– fobia. . .

– simartovis meSinia Zalian da kidev – adamianis, romelic TvalebSi ar giyurebs saubris dros, an sulac ver dgeba Sen win sasaubrod. aseTi adamianisgan yvelaze amazrzeni saqcielic ki mosalodnelia.

– Tema, problema, romelic yvelaze metad maRelvebs. . .

– ufros-umcrosobis institutis moSla da gadagvarebuli naTesauri kavSirebi (axal TaobaSi mkafiod igrZnoba es, samwuxarod).

– sityva, romelic yvelaze kargad aRmwers. . .

– daudgromeli.

– yvelaze didi sisuste. . .

– miCveva.

– menatreba. . .

– samyaros usasruloba – rezi maxaraZe.

– vimogzaurebdi. . .

– fSav-xevsureTSi da SveicariaSi, aseve, Zvel droSi.

– kiTxva, romelze pasuxic minda vicode. . .

– iq, zeciur saqarTveloSi – namdvilad vnaxav Cemi siyrmis Svils?

– sayvareli literaturuli personaJi. . .

– jein eari.

– weris procesi hgavs. . .

– umowyalo da maradiul SimSils, romelic drodadro muzis saSualebiT nayrdeba, xan – uvargisi sakvebiT, xanac – kargiT.

– procesi Tu Sedegi?

– orive did siamovnebas maniWebs, ufro – procesi, roca vici – bolos mizania!

– mavsebs. . .

– gulwrfeli urTierTobebi, megobrebi, romlebsac uangarod vuyvarvar.

– amoCemebuli fraza. . .

– `me im uCemo wlebs gedavebi, Cem gareSe rom gamoicxovre~.

– yvelaze ucnauri Tviseba, romelic maxasiaTebs. . .

– tirilis rituali, TiTqmis yovel RamiT.

– cremlebs ver vikaveb, roca. . .

– samSobloze vsaubrob.

– sakuTar TavSi Sevcvlidi. . .

– bevr rames, ufro qaluri gavxdebodi (nazi).

– crurwmenebi da akviatebebi. . .

– davfiqrdi da aranairi crurwmena ar maqvs akviatebuli. gamogitydebiT da pirvelad damafiqreT amaze.

– STagonebis wyaro. . .

– adamianebi, romelTa saqcielic gadamdebia.

– sayvareli mwerali. . .

– goderZi Coxeli (Zalian Cemia).

– dRe, romelmac Cemi cxovreba Secvala. . .

– roca sakuTari Tavi aRmovaCine.

– mwams. . .

– uflis arsebobis.

– adamiani adamianisTvis. . .

– mzea, imedia, Zalaa.

– yvelaze didi jildo. . .

– saqarTvelos Tavdacvis Zalebis, erovnuli gvardiis medali.

– yovelTvis erTnairad aRmafrTovanebs. . .

– Cemi da sxvisi warmatebac.

– Tavisufleba aris. . .

– sulis maradisoba!

– gzavnili samyaros. . .

– gviyvardes, gviyvardes, gviyvardes adamianebi!

– Cemze aravin icis, rom. . .

– Zlieri qalis miRma, Zalian gulubryvilo da sentimentaluri nano imaleba.

– mjera. . .

– mova ukeTesi dReebi.

– momavlis kadri. . .

– sofeli, patara oda. . . yvavilnari ezo da absoluturi simyudrove.

– axla yvelaze metad minda. . .

– vejde Cems momwvanoTvaleba mamas win da Cems tkivilebze vesaubrebode.

– mas vetyvi, rom. . .

– mapatie, de!

– eqspromtad. . .

`ai, aseTad, ai, aseTad,

mTeli gancdebiT vwere leqsebi,

miuteveblad vzivar martod da

Cems sigiJeebs vealersebi~. . .