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araerTxel gvsmenia, ojaxi mcire eklesiaao, gansakuTrebuli madli ki im ojaxSia, sadac TiToeuli wevri cdilobs, icxovros qristes mcnebebis dacviT
mravalSvilian ojaxebSi dedmamiSvilebis siyvaruli da pativiscema ufro Zlieria. iq erTi bavSvi meores uvlis, ufrosi qaliSvilebi – dedas da a.S. bavSvebi siyvarulis atmosferoSi cxovroben da erTmaneTze zrunaven.
mkiTxvels minda gavacno jinWaraZeebis ojaxi, mravalSviliani deda, mudam mofusfuse, dauRalavi da usazRvrod gulisxmieri qalbatoni naTia saluqvaZe da misi meuRle daviT jinWaraZe. isini ukve 22 welia cdiloben, icxovron qristianuli wesebis dacviT da RvTis wyalobasac yovel wuTs grZnoben. maT 10 Svili hyavT: Teodora, Tamari, elisabedi, qeTevani, anastasia, nikolozi, kesaria, saba, demetre da aleqsandra. Teodora 22 wlisaa, yvelaze patara – aleqsandra ki wlis da 7 Tvis. maT saxlSi iseTi simSvide sufevs, verc ki ifiqreb, rom iq aTi bavSvi cxovrobs.
naTia 43 wlisaa. 18-is iyo, daviTi rom gaicno. ozurgeTis raionis sofel lixaurSi erTi patara taZaria – RvTismSoblis Sobis saxelobis. naTiam da daviTma swored iq ipoves erTmaneTi.
naTia: – erTmaneTi saerTo megobarma gagvacno. is mgalobeli iyo da daTos da mis Zmas kargad icnobda (daTos tyupiscali hyavs – konstantine, romelic dekanozi gaxlavT, mas 9 Svili hyavs. Tavad daTo stiqarosani iyo). erTxel megobarma maniSna, naxe, eklesiaSi tyupi Zma movidao. maT erTmaneTisgan verc gaarCevdi. maSin 18 wlis viyavi, daTo – 22-is. moZRvari TbilisSi hyavda, iq abarebda xolme aRsarebas da erTmaneTs ufro xSirad vxvdebodiT. me sasuliero seminariaSi vswavlobdi. Semdeg mSoblebi moiyvana xelis saTxovnelad da mec uari ar miTqvams. ase Seiqmna Cveni ojaxi. pirveli Svili – Teodora 21 wlisas SemeZina.
daviTi: – namdvilad ar damigegmavs, 10 Svili myoloda, magram Cemi moZRvris saxiT kargi magaliTi mqonda – rodesac davqorwindiT, maSin mas 6 Svili hyavda. mokled, gegma ar Semidgenia, magram erTze rom ar gavCerdebodi, es dazustebiT vicodi.
naTia: – sami dedmamiSvili varT da sul vambobdi, mec sami Svili minda myavdes-meTqi, magram amdens Tu gavaCendi, ar mifiqria (icinis). pirveli xuTi gogonaa. vaJi ki gvindoda, magram amis gamo ar gadamiwyvetia meeqvse Svilis gaCena. Tan, rogorc xedavT, meeqvses meSvide – gogo mohyva, Semdeg isev biWebi da a.S. rwmenam mogvca Zala, amdeni Svili gagveCina. rodesac RmerTi gaZlevs, uari rogor unda Tqva aseT sixarulze?
– Zalian rTulia amdeni bavSvis aRzrda. mkacri mSoblebi xarT?
– daTo ufro mkacria da msayvedurobs, bavSvebTan rbili xasiaTi gaqvso. simarTle giTxraT, iseTs arafers aSaveben, rom davsajoT. . .
daviTi: – vcdilobT, pasuxismgeblobis grZnoba pataraobidanve CavunergoT, danaSaulis aRiarebas da mis gamosworebas mivaCvioT. usaqcielobisTvis zomierad vsjiT xolme. bavSvma unda icodes, risTvis daisaja, magram maleve unda dauyvavo da moefero. saerTod, erTmaneTisgan xasiaTiT gansxvavdebian – erTi Tu damyolia, meore jiutia, amitom yvelas erTnairad ver moepyrobi.
– maT movlaSi Tu gexmarebaT vinme?
naTia: – TviTon bavSvebi mexmarebian, erTmaneTze zrunaven. rodesac scaliaT da ar mecadineoben, recxaven, alageben, patarebs arToben. me rom saojaxo saqmes mivxedo, Zilis win zRaprebsac uyvebian. aleqsandras meore dediko qeTevania, is aWmevs, aZinebs, roca saxlSi ar var, abanavebs kidec. patarebic Zalian mzrunvelebi arian erTmaneTis mimarT – roca demetres kanfets mivutan, egreve mekiTxeba: – sabaaas?! vaiTu sabasTvis ar maqvs. . . ar gapatiebs (icinis). yvelafers Tanabrad inawileben. yvela kargad swavlobs, ufrosi gogonebi studentebi arian, Teodoram inglisur filologiaze Caabara, pataraobaSi xatebis wera exerxeboda Zalian kargad; Tamari ekonomikis fakultetze swavlobs, elisabedi abiturientia da samxatvro akademiaSi grafikul dizainze abarebs. SuaTanebsac garkveuli mimarTuleba ukve aqvT arCeuli – anastasias xatvis niWi aqvs, personalur gamofenebs awyobs. qeTevans unda eqimi gamovides, nikolozs fexburTi izidavs, kesariasac xatvis niWi aqvs. . . patarebi jer Ziebis procesSi arian. Tavidan Zalian gamiWirda – erTmaneTis miyolebiT 5 bavSvis gazrda Zneli iyo, magram Semdeg ukve gamiadvilda. iyo mravalSviliani deda – bevr Sromas, siyvaruls, Tavdadebas da bednierebas niSnavs.
– yvelaze didi sirTule ra aris TqvenTvis?
– zogjer gavbrazdebi xolme da vityvi: mTeli Cemi cxovreba bavSvebs ekuTvnis, piradi cxovreba ar gamaCnia-meTqi, magram iseTi sayvarlebi da saTuTebi arian, sakmarisia, romelime momeferos, yvela dardi maviwydeba. . . roca sadme vaxseneb, rom aTi Svilis deda var, zogs giJi vgonivar, zogi fiqrobs, rom vatyueb (icinis). bevri Svili SeiZleba erTgvari diskomfortic iyos, magram didi sixarulicaa. rodesac ojaxSi bevri da-Zmaa, pataraobidanve sxvebze zrunvas eCvevian. erTxans sofel natanebSi, daTos bebiasTan vcxovrobdiT, radgan daTos samsaxuri ar hqonda. jvrebs da xatebs akeTebda da Tavi ase gagvqonda. iseTi RvTis wyaloba iyo Cvens ojaxze, rom ar maxsovs, odesme gagvWirveboda – rodesac fuli gagviTavdeboda, daTo wavidoda da Cabarebuli xatebi gayiduli xvdeboda. rac ufro meti Svili gyavs, wyalobac meti gaqvs. arasdros SegvSinebia ulukmapurod darCenis. . . erTxans yazaxeTSic wavediT – daTos mSoblebi wlebia, iq cxovroben. 2 weli davyaviT. sami SviliT wavediT da oTxiT CamovediT. vidre TbilisSi saxls viyiddiT, giraoTi vcxovrobdiT. am wlebis ganmavlobaSi daTom bevri samsaxuri gamoicvala. erT-erT kompaniaSi mZRolad muSaobda, mere – samSeneblo firmaSi. adre xSirad uwevda saxlidan moSorebiT yofna. erTxans axalcixeSic hqonda samuSao. maxsovs, qeTevans hkiTxes, mamaSeni sad ariso da. . . mamiko cixeSiao, upasuxa. amJamad, rogorc iqna, adamianuri samsaxuri iSova, magram erTi Tve saxlSia, erTic – samsaxurSi.
daviTi: – xSirad mekiTxebian: amdeni Svili gyavs, rogor cxovrob, rogor axerxeb maT Senaxvaso? RmerTisken ramden nabijsac gadadgam, imdeni sikeTe gibrundeba ukan. locva da Sroma – mTavari es aris! samsaxuri zogjer aris, zogjer – ara, magram amis gamo sasowarkveTilebaSi xom ar unda Cavarde?! siZnele bevrjer Semqmnia, magram yurebi arasdros Camomiyria. umuSevroba da gaWirveba mSoblebis, Zmebis, megobrebis, droebiTi samsaxurebis wyalobiT gadavitaneT. rodesac aRarafris imedi mqonda, swored maSin gamoCndeboda raRac samuSao. xatwera da xeze kveTa me da Cemma Zmam viswavleT, rac Zalian dagvexmara umuSevrobis dros. rodesac amdeni bavSvi Semogyurebs, ukan daxevisa da usaqmurobis ufleba arc gaqvs. . . mTavaria, Svilebs misce magaliTi da gza, sworad rogor unda icxovron. vcdilob, Cveni cxovrebiseuli problemebi bavSvebTan erTad ar ganvixilo da yvelaferi cudi gareT davtovo.
– rogoria erTi Cveulebrivi dRe, rodesac saxlSi amdeni bavSvi gaxveviaT Tavs?
naTia: – diliT patarebs sauzmes vumzadeb, vloculobT (roca vaxerxebT), ufrosebi, ZiriTadad, Cemze adre dgebian da Tavad imzadeben sauzmes. roca ar mcalia, patarebsac umzadeben. yvela Tavis oTaxs alagebs. erTi skolidan gamomyavs, meore – baRidan. . . patarebi sxvadasxva wreSi, didebi ki maswavleblebTan dadian. Svilebis sulier mxares mama uyurebs. aRzrda-ganaTlebaSic mama exmareba. yvelas unda, skolidan mosulma raRac gagiziaros. roca patara myavda, xSirad ver vaxerxebdi maT mosmenas, axla wamoizarda da vcdilob, maT cxovrebiseul problemebs meti dro davuTmo. Tavisi wili deda yvelas unda. . . ufali yvelafris Zalas gaZlevs. zogjer vambobT, Tavs zemoT Zala ar ariso, magram uceb imxela Zalas gamonaxav SenSi, igrZnob, rom uflis xelia Sens cxovrebaSi. daTo mkacri mamaa, ra Tqma unda – zomierad da, vfiqrob, asec unda iyos. bavSvebs kompiuterTan didxans jdomis nebas ar aZlevs. aswavlis, rom yvelaferi wesrigSi hqondeT. ezo mouwyo, fexburTis karebi daudga, frenburTis bade gauWima, cdilobs, ezoSi TamaSiT bavSvebma erTad meti dro gaataron. ufrosebi mamas sulier problemebze esaubrebian, megobrebTan Tu rame SeemTxvevaT, yvelafers uyvebian. mixaria, rom aseTi urTierTobebi aqvT.
daviTi: – gogonebi Tbilebi arian da Cemi danaxviT gamowveul sixaruls gamoxataven. yvela Cemken gamorbis. skolaSi miRweul warmatebebs maxareben, miyvebian, ra moxda axali mTeli dRis ganmavlobaSi… me ki maTi sixaruli unda gaviziaro, yvelas movefero, yuradReba mivaqcio. zogjer mecadineobaSic vexmarebi… nebismier saqmes rwmeniT unda miudge da veraferi dagabrkolebs. yvela axalgazrda ojaxs mxneobasa da gamravlebas vusurveb. RvTis rwmeniTa da SromismoyvareobiT yvelaferi kargad iqneba. . .
kiTxvaze, kidev apirebT Tu ara Svilebis gaCenas, naTiam siciliT mipasuxa: me amdensac ar vapirebdi. . . Tumca, yvelaferi uflis nebaa. . .
RmerTma amravlos maTi ojaxi!