– sityvebiT gadmocemulma Tqvenma avtoportretma socialur qselSi Cemi yuradReba miipyro. . . modiT Cvens mkiTxvels SesTavazeT es avtoportreti. . .

– arc gaSlili atmis yvavilebidan davbadebulvar da arc damskdari broweulis sixasxase damyolia imTaviTve. . .
1975 wlis 16 oqtombers davibade . . . RvinobisTves, albaT amitomac damsdevs mudmiv Tanamgzavrad badagiseuli, areuli xilvebica da maTrobelobac, miyuCebaca da siSlegec. . . arada, TiTqmis Cveulebrivi, nawnavebiani gogona vyofilvar. oRond cota ufro farTod mqonda gaxelili Tvalebi, vidre sxvebs da cota ufro sxvanairad vxedavdi, vidre sxvebi. . . isini xedavdnen, rom dgas uZravi xe, an arada mis mwvane foTlebs niavi aSrialebs, an yvavis da is-isaa kokrebi gamoaqvs, me ki vxedavdi, rom xis foTlebs niavi ki ar aSrialebda, yunwebSi uRitinebda da foTlebi xtodnen, xiTxiTebdnen, lamis gulebi uskdebodaT. xe ubralod ki ar yvaoda, yoveli kvirti ToTo bavSviviT iRviZebda, Tvalebs ifSvnetda, izmoreboda da – tkac! RimiliT ubrwyindeboda saxe. TvaldaxuWulic vxedavdi, sxvebTan SedarebiT! Sen sul ase ucnaurad geCveneba yvelaferio – da ar damijerebdnen. es ki Zalian, Zalian cudia, roca Sen raime gjera da sxvebi ar gijereben. . . . mere 15 wlis movekide ojaxs. miyvarda. . . miyvarda, rogorc uyvarT xolme Cemnairebs. gazafxuliani xasxasa Walebi, Tovlis fifqebic, sevdiani mTac, is SeWaRaravebuli tye, muxis naWrilobevSi amosuli mTeli bRuja iaca da Citi skvinCas moZaxili – ,skvinC, skvinCo sul Cemad meguleboda. uCveulod lamazad meCveneboda yvelaferi. . . deda gavxdi. . .
zecaSi waiyvanes Cemi giorgi angelozebma da aq, dedamiwaze gaaudabnoa CemTvis yvelaferi arsTa gamrigem. ar ikmara gansacdelma Cemi cremli, jer afxazeTis omma da Semdeg ubedurma SemTxvevam imsxverpla meuRle. . . isev cremli, isev ZaZebi, isev simartove, magram amjerad bednierebis namsxvrevi gamoimeta gamCenma – Cemi ori margaliti, Cemi qal-vaJi. . . da Cem mier gamovlili uRimRamo dReebis fonze mxolod isini brwyinaven, rogorc Rameul udabnoSi CarCenili brolis namsxvrevebi.
. . .Semdeg gamoCnda isic. . . da axla vcxovrob ganuzomeli, usazRvro, uangaro siyvaruliT!. .
sicocxle grZeldeba. imedic bJutavs, adamiani cocxalia manam, sanam masSi anTia aRTqmuli bednierebis imedi da mec mjera, rom mxolod udidesi gancdebiTaa SesaZlebeli bednierebis napirebTan miaxloeba. Bolos da bolos, mwerlobac xom gancdebi da am gancdebis damaxsovrebaa. . . mec mudam memaxsovreba Cem mier ganvlili yoveli gabrwyinebuli Tu nar-ekliani bilikic, sadac yoveli waforxilebisas davtove Cemi sulis pawawina namsxvrevi. yovelTvis gancdebiT vicxovreb da Tu sadme simZafre CamomrCa, es iqneba Cemi sulis gardacvaleba sulisa, romelic Cems striqonebSi gaagrZelebs sicocxles, ase rudunebiT rom gamomyavs SaviT TeTrze da naRverdaliviT vuberav suls, rom ar ganeldes da gamicivdes. . .
aki vambobdi, cotaTi sxvanairad vxedav-meTqi yvelafers da badagiseuli xilvebi damyolia RvinobisTvidan. . .

– Tqveni azriT, rogori adamiani da poeti xarT? rogoria Tqveni literaturuli mosavali. . .

– adamianad davibade, xolo poeti, ooo. . . jer kidev Soria savali, vidre poetad Sevdgebi. bavSvobidan vibeWdebodi saqaTvelos sxvdasxva periodul gamocemaSi, Jurnal-gazeTebSi, sxvadasxva, avtorTa erTobliv krebulebSi. maqvs personaluri krebulic – ,,Cemi avanscena“ da ori broSura; ,,areulebi“ da ,,isev areulebi“. Tavs uflebas mivcem da Tqveni gazeTis saSualebiT madlobas vetyvi wignebis finansur mxardamWerebs. isini rom ara, albaT Cems ,,mosavals“ cxovrebis dazamTrebamde ver moviwevdi.

– rogorc vici, sajaro samsaxurSi xarT. . . rogor grZnobT Tavs am ampluaSi? ra gaakeTeT mniSvnelovani an apirebT rom gaakeToT?

– Cems daumorCilebel suls veranairi ,,sajaro“ ver SeboWavs. . . arasodes mqonia diskomforti Cemi samsxurebis gamo (bevri gamovicvale). yvelaze mniSvnelovani rac SevZeli is aris, rom momaval Taobas, visTanac ki Sexeba mqonia, samSoblos siyvaruli da adamianis sulis cnoba vaswavle. . . araerT proeqtze da RonisZiebaze mimuSavia. ukve ori welia, maqvs saavtoro literaturuli proeqti – ,,pegasi“, romelic damwyeb SemoqmedTa moZieba-popularizacias emsaxureba. konkursi mzardia da wels aWaris regions mTlianad moicavs.

– poeziis garda, xelovnebis kidev romeli dargi gitacebT?

– oo, es sasiamovno kiTxvaa – Teatri. imdenad miyvars scena, rom dReniadag masze vfiqrob. ase mgonia, ori nano cxovrobs CemSi – erTi, romelic realur samyaros ekuTvnis da meore – scenas. ar minda umaduri viyo da ar aRvniSno im adamianis didi roli am yvelaferSi, romelmac gamiaskeca ara marto siyvaruli, aramed scenaze dgomis pasuxismgeblobac da gamocdilebac. es adamiani gia quriZe iyo – maradisobaSi gadabargebuli niWiereba. . .

– sad dairwa Tqveni akvani da yrmoba. . . bavSvobam ra gisagzlaT. . .

– xulo, sofeli raqvTaa Cemi adgilis deda da fesvebidanve momyveba sxalTismieri morCileba da mokrZalebuloba, sarekelas Walis sinoyiere; alikaris CanCqeris SxefebSi cisartyelas wamieri gaelveba; didieilas, samsmelosa da TeTrobis mTebis Rrublebisaken swrafvis survili; xixanis cixis sigoroze da siamaye; civtbis idumaleba. aki Tavidanve vTqvi, RvinobisTvidan gamomyva-meTqi badagiseuli xilvebi.. .
ojaxis nebieri, nabolara, merve Svili viyavi da bavSvoba  iyo yvelaze bednieri xana Cems cxovrebaSi, Tumca gana metwilad ase ar xdeba adamianebSi?! axlac Tvalwin midgas zamTrispiris lbili, lbili bindi. . . mama Ronivrad miabijebs, Tan RiRinebs da ufro Ronivrad rom gaebijebina, kiserze Semisva. deda cdilobda, ar CamogvrCenoda, marcxena mklavze exuteboda mamas, dablidan Semogvxaroda da misi kargi, keTili Tvalebi axla ukve TmaSi gabneul fifqebs Soris brwyinavda. Nneta, ra iyo ase mtkice maSin –mamaCemis mxrebi Tu TviTon dedamiwa?!
Tuki rame sisufTavea CemSi, es bavSvobidan gamoyolili sagzalia. . .

– ciuri xmebi xSirad gesmiT?

– madloba ufals, rom jer kidev mesmis cidan xmebi, romelTa nakarnaxevic furclebze gadamaqvs. vmuSaob, avtobiografiul romanze: ,,es maSin, roca Sen aRar iqnebi“.

– momxibvleli qalbatoni brZandebiT. . .zogierTi poetis azriT, Znelia saqarTveloSi iyo qali da iyo poeti. . . Tqven ras ityodiT?

– diax, rTulia saqarTveloSi gerqvas poeti! rac Seexeba qals. . . vuZleb. . .

– gulwrfeli adamiani xarT. . . rogorc amboben, ukompromisoc, pirdapiri, es xom ar girTulebT cxovrebas?

– mTavaria, ufalTan da sakuTar sindisTan viyo marTali, sxva danarCeni, da-na-rCe-ni-a!. . aris momenti, roca zedmetad vitkieb Tavs pirdapirobiT, magram sasiamovno tkivilia, radgan imas vambob, rasac ganvicdi da sworad mimaCnia. . .TamaSiT, mxolod scenaze vTamaSob, cxovrebaSi – vera!

– tradiciebi da Cven. . .

– aris dogmad qceuli tradiciebi, romlebsac arc ki davfiqrdebodi, ise gavaqrobdi da aris tradiciebi, romlebsac sicocxlis fasad davicav. . .

– Tqveni cxovrebis mTavari adamiani?

– erTis gamokveTa miWirs. Tumca mamas gamovarCevdi mainc.

– roca adamianebs esaubrebiT. . .

– vcdilob, TvalebSi vuyuro, radgan iq maTi sulieri mdgomareobis amokiTxva SeiZleba.

– ra ena waxdes. . . ras urCevdiT axalgazrdebs?

– qarTuli ena Cemi xatad qceuli salocavia. nu davanagvianebT mas barbarizmebiT.

– pandemiam TqvenSi ra Secvala da gadaafasa?

– mivxvdi, rom adamiani yovelTvis martoa, sadac ar unda iyos. es maSin ufro vigrZeni, roca kovidi Camomisaxlda da pirdapir sikvdilTan asocirdeboda, rogor SemomeZarcvnen, yalbi megobrebi Tu naTesavebi. . . sakuTari Tavis fasi maswavla da ufro gamadidgula.

– cifrul epoqaSi SevdivarT? Mere awmyo da momavali Tqveni gadasaxedidan. . .

– Tanamedroveobas fexi unda avuwyoT, ra Tqma unda, magram wignis roli ar unda daikargos Cvens cxovrebaSi.

– Tavidan rom iwyebdeT cxovrebas?

– mainc `amferi beCi“ viqnebi da azri?. .

– ras miiCnevT maradiul SekiTxvad da ras upasuxebT?

– miviCnev, rom kacia qalze aRmatebuli da qveynis da ojaxis saWec mas unda epyras. ar mesmis genderuli Tanasworoba, imedia ar Camqolaven feministebi.

– Tqveni erTi leqsi, romelsac gamoarCevT. . .

martoobis diregi

gi-lal gi-Sermargalite,

cad giSene iebi. . .

gaxsovs, Seni guliTvin, rom

gadmovlaxe Tiebi?!

gi-cremlfiqre, gi-surnele,

sevda saqmed vaqcie,

marto SenTvin ramden Woroxs

Tavi gamovaRwie.

agiferadgikiafe,

Tuki JRali samyaro. . .

Seni wilis mimtacebelT

minda ,,Cini” avyaro!. .

me rom agimzekiafdi,

SenTvin sulic gavyide,

ratom adre ar mixme da

ar meZebe, an kide –

sust mxrebze rad SemaCeCe,

martoobis uReli,

rad Seyare Cems wil caze,

sevdisferi Rrubeli?!

me rom gi-lalmargalite,

gi-SroSane, gi-leqse. . .

rad gamombawrmimajaWve,

martoobis diregze?!