ნინო ნიჟარაძე, ქალი, რომელიც ფერებით წერს და სიტყვებით ხატავს
– mdumare xelovnebis warmomadgeneli var, ar miyvars sajarod saubari, – ambobs mxatvari nino niJaraZe da mainc, misi tiloebis yurebisas xvdebi, rom mdumared moTxrobili ambebi zogjer yvelaze xmauriania. misi TiToeuli namuSevari pirdapir, mTeli simZafriT, zar-zeimiT Semodis SenSi da grZnob – is rac WeSmaritia, arasodes gaZlevs mosvenebas, mudmivad gibiZgebs, ifiqro, aRmoaCino. . .
aWaris xelovnebis muzeumi 10 ivnisis CaTvliT maspinZlobs nino niJaraZis gamofenas. esaa Sansi – vimogzauroT misi Semoqmedebis mravalferovan samyaroSi.
gamofena pirvel ivniss, ninoobaze, bavSvTa uflebebis dacvis dRes gaixsna. saRamo poet vaxtang Rlonts mihyavda, man mxatvris Semoqmedebaze, ganvlil gzasa da Rvawlze isaubra, romelic nino niJaraZes, mis meuRlesTan, aseve mxatvar beso (vaxtang) beseliasTan erTad miuZRvis am qalaqis winaSe:
– bevrjer miTqvams, baTumi erTi ojaxia, Cven ubralod, sxvadasxva saxlSi vcxovrobT, magram gansakuTrebuli saxlebic xom viciT, gansakuTrebuli istoriebiT, sulierebiviT axlobelni, TandaTan rom ase daimsgavses patronebma da sul ggonia, xeli rom gauwodo, Tavadac gadmodgamen nabijs da gulSi Cagikraven. . . swored aseTi iyo Cveni uniWieresi wyvilis nino niJaraZisa da besos (vaxtang beselias) saxli baTumSi, mudam saintereso stumrebiTa da upirvelesad, saintereso maspinZlebiT, dRes, Cveni warsulis nangrevebze axali baTumi cdilobs Tavis damkvidrebas da es yovelTvis araa umtkivneulo, magram Cven mainc iqa varT – Cvens Zvel misamarTebze, Cvens Zvel nacnobebTan, saidanac da visTan erTadac daiwyo es yvelaferi. . . TiToeul adamians aqvs raRac iseTi, daviwyebisTvis rom ar emeteba. ufro metic, qalaqia movale, axsovdes Tavisi adamianuri istoriebi, rac filmebSi an muzeumebSi ver moxvdeba. . . madloba Cvens Zvirfas nino niJaraZes, romelic ferebiT wers da sityvebiT xatavs, vinc erTdroulad mematianecaa da mTavari personaJic Cveni qalaquri ambebisa. cxovreba didi muzeumia, cocxalTa muzeumSi gansakuTrebuli adgili uWiravT qalbaton ninos da baton besos. dRes ninoobaa, vuyureb mis saocar gamofenas da mimaCnia, rom es aris sikvdilis damarcxebis mcdeloba. sul vambob – adamiani sami sityvisTvis cxovrobs – me aq viyavi. miliardobiT kaci movida, aResrula, magram es sityvebi ver Tqva. . . nino niJaraZe namdvilad aris aq da dReidan asi wlis Semdegac aqvs ufleba Tqvas – me aq viyavi, – Tqva Tavis gamosvlaSi vaxtang Rlontma.
TiToeuli gamomsvleli gansakuTrebuli siTboTi da siyvaruliT moefera mxatvars, mis Semoqmedebas.
– qalbatono nino, baton besosTan erTad namdvilad xarT am qveynis, am qalaqis saCuqari. bednieri da amayi var, rom vcxovrob Tqvens epoqaSi. vuyureb Tqvens naxatebs da minda yvela maTganSi vimogzauro. ar vici, ra giTxraT, rogor movuyaro sityvebs Tavi, magram erT rames getyviT gulwrfelad. rom mqondes iseTi xelsawyo, romelic gadaiRebs ara marto fizikur suraTs, roca Tqven da batoni beso xatavT, aramed Tqvens fiqrebsa da emociebs, siamovnebiT davakvirdebodi, radgan mimaCnia, es iqneboda gasvla am qveynidan im astralur samyaroSi, romelsac Tqveni udidesi xelovneba hqvia. kidev erTxel madloba, qeds vixri Tqven winaSe, – mimarTa mxatvars poetma bela qeburiam.
– sanam aseTi qalbatonebi, didi xelovanebi gvyavs, rogoric qalbatoni nino niJaraZea, saqarTvelo iqneba marad da marad, – ganacxada profesorma Sorena maxaWaZem da dasZina, rom Sinagani Tavisufleba da revolucioneroba, rac yovelTvis unda hqondes namdvil xelovans, uxvad aqvs nino niJaraZes, atyvia mis SemoqmedebiT gzas. . .
– yoveli gamofena aris erTgvari angariSi sakuTar TavTan, upirvelesad. Tu Cemi Sefaseba daemTxva umravlesobisas, var Zalian kmayofili. ase iyo pirvel ivniss, gamofenaze. ar vici, ramdenad zustad SeigrZnes adamianebma is emocia, rac naxatebSi maqvs gadatanili, aRqmis unari yvelas Taviseburi aqvs, SeiZleba sulac ar emTxveodes avtorisas, magram, SeiZleba ufro sainteresoc iyos. ras miviCnev Cemi Semoqmedebis mTavar saTqmelad? mTavaria, miagno mTavars – perifraziT naTqvami sibrZne da Cemi mTavari saTqmelia. esTetika da sisadave, anu yoveli gamosaxuleba minda siamovnebas aniWebdes mnaxvels, – gviTxra nino niJaraZem.
gamofenis gaxsnaze misul stumrebs mxatvarma Tavisi wigni `sevdiani monologebi~ da albomi `grafikuli poeziis furclebi~ warudgina. `cxovrebis am etapze Tavs vgrZnob Tavisufal mxatvrad da Tavs uflebas vaZlev (Tavisufal dros) vwero. es Cemi amJamindeli egzistenciaa – xelovanis, romelmac Tavisi didi xnis nafiqrali `monologebSi~ aRbeWda. erTia, rom maTi umravlesoba sevdiania. . . magram imedi maqvs, mkiTxveli sevdis Tanmxleb iumorsac amoikiTxavs `sevdian monologebSi~, – wers mxatvari Tavis wignSi, romelic baTumelebs eZRvnebaT.
maT, visac giyvarT namdvili xelovneba, aucileblad unda naxoT nino niJaraZis naxatebi da waikiTxoT misi Canawerebi, romelic kidev ufro axlos gagacnobT xelovanis mravalferovan da saintereso samyaros. `ar momixsenoT rogorc mxatvari da arc poeti, an lamazmani. . . ubralod. . . qali, romelsac hyavda mxatvari qmari. . . da masTan erTad mTeli sicocxle qals awvalebda giJuri vneba – xelovneba~.
mxatvari wignis `sevdiani monologebi~ winaTqmaSi wers: `uamravi Canafiqri mitrialebs TavSi da mis irgvlivac~. Cven es sityvebi sasiamovno molodiniT gvavsebs. vulocavT qalbaton ninos 80 wlis iubiles da vusurvebT, yvela Canafiqri gadaetanos rogorc tiloze, aseve furcelze. misi Semoqmedebis gulSematkivrebi kidev didxans gavenebivrebineT, vesazrdoebineT umaRlesi xelovnebiT.
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