თუთუ კილაძე: ალბათ ყველა თავის ამბავს აღმოაჩენს ჩემს ნახატებში
aWaris xelovnebis muzeumis galerea TuTu kilaZis personalur gamofenas maspinZlobda, romelzec damTvalierebels SesaZlebloba hqonda, gascnoboda mxatvris ferwerul, keramikul da grafikul namuSevrebs. TuTu kilaZis mxatvroba naivur stils miekuTvneba – is ar misdevs akademiur an klasikur wesebs, Tumca qmnis unikalur, xatovnad mimzidvel namuSevrebs. mxatvris mier naTeli ferebiT gadmocemuli bavSvuri an zRapruli siuJetebi emociuri uSualobiT swvdeba adamianebis guls da acocxlebs im suraTs, ambavs, romelic bavSvobaSi Tu Semdgom wlebSi gaiara da dRemde aTbobs. ambobs, rom zRvas yvelaze lamazi emociebi moaqvs. amitomacaa, rom mis mxatvrobaSi Zalian didi adgili eTmoba zRvis Tematikas. bavSvobis asakisTvis damaxasiaTebeli Tavisufleba, daculoba, usafrTxoebis SegrZneba, samyaros grandiozulobis gancda, saTuTi kavSiri adamianebsa da sagnebs Soris – TuTu kilaZis Semoqmedebis mTavari Strixebia, rac gulgrils aravis tovebs.
– gaecaniT Cvens mkiTxvels. rodis gaacnobiereT, rom mxatvroba Tqveni cxovrebis mTavari migneba iyo?
– rogorc yvela bavSvi, mec pataraobidanve vxatavdi. Semdeg samxatvro akademiaSi Cavabare, magram ufro aqtiurad maSin daviwye xatva, roca akademia davamTavre. Cemi saxelosno gavakeTe, sakuTar TavTan marto davrCi, movusmine survilebs, emociebs. mxatvroba CemTvis sakuTari Tavis ZiebasaviT aris, ar ici, saiT wagiyvans, ras aRmogaCeninebs. es procesi ar mTavrdeba. . . mas Semdeg ar Semiwyvetia xatva. . . roca sakuTari TaviT kmayofili darCebi, Seni naxati odnav mainc moewoneba vinmes, damatebiTi stimulia imisaTvis, rom ar Sewyvito Zieba, romelic samyaroSi araerT lamaz emocias mogitans. . .
– Tqveni mxatvrobis mTavari mimarTuleba naivuria – ar aRiarebT CarCoebs, cdilobT, martivi kompoziciebiT sazogadoebamde miitanoT is siRrme, romelic cxovrebas, adamianis yoveldRiurobas axlavs. ra aris TqvenTvis inspiraciis wyaro?
– vfiqrob, yovel wams SeiZleba miiRo adamianma inspiracia. SeiZleba megobarTan saubarma ganmawyos xatvisTvis, an quCaSi danaxulma suraTma, wignis wakiTxvam, mogzaurobam, musikis mosmenam. yoveldRiurobaSi aris uamravi ram, rac dadebiTad moqmedebs Senze. ai, magaliTad, baTumSi Camovsulvar, erTi Tve davrCenilvar da zRva damixatavs. yvelanairi emocia SeiZleba gadavitano tiloze, maT Soris sizmaric SeiZleba gaxdes inspiraciis wyaro.
– da mainc, is samyaro, romelsac naxatebSi qmniT, realobaze ufro dafuZnebuli, Tu Sinagani emociebis gamoxatulebaa?
– saerTod, miyvars imis xatva, rac arsebobs da vxedav. Tumca mqonda periodi, roca TiTqos sakuTar Tavs, emociebs CavuRrmavdi. vfiqrob, maSin gauWirdeboda adamians imis aRqma, rom isini Cemi naxatebia, imdenad abstraqtuli da Zalian gansxvavebuli gamovida. rasac vxatav, iqneba es zRva Tu konkretuli adgilebi, mainc realobasTan axlosaa da mTeli gulwrfelobiT aRwers im suraTs, romelsac SesaZloa yoveldRe vxexdavT.
– gaqvT sayvareli feri? romeli feri gexmarebaT emociis tiloze gadmocemaSi?
– amoCemebuli feri ar maqvs, arc winaswar maqvs dagegmili, romel fers gamoviyeneb. SeiZleba Cafiqrebuli mqondes, davxato sul sxva ram da xatvis procesSi gadavifiqro. Sesabamisad, ferebic amis mixedviT icvleba. xatva CemTvis erTgvar TamaSs hgavs – nebismier wuTs SeiZleba Seicvalos mocemuloba, winaswar ver gansazRvrav, bolos ra moxdeba, sad gaCerdebi. miyvars seriulad xatva. magaliTad, zRvas rac exeba, ase mgonia, arasdros mombezrdeba da sul SemeZleba vxato misgan mogvril mravalferovan gancdebze. iciT, curva ar vici, magram samagierod usasrulod SemiZlia vuyuro da vusmino zRvas, Sevcuro kidevac mis ukidegano labirinTebSi. . .
– albaT amitomac giyvarT ase baTumi.
– ki, Zalian miyvars es qalaqi, aq gatarebuli TiToeuli dRe. bevri wlis win sami mxatvari CamovediT aq, vcxovrobdiT da vxatavdiT baTumis zRvas, bazars, ports. maxsovs, 30 naxati davxate da Semdeg gamofena gavakeTe TbilisSi. minda, is dReebi gavimeoro, isev Camovide, davrCe didi xniT da kidev ufro metad SevigrZno baTumis sidiade da mistikuroba.
– dRes axalgazrdoba ramdenad aris mxatvrobiT dainteresebuli, grZnobT maTgan yuradRebas?
– gamofenebs sakmaod xSirad vmarTavT, amis gareSe CemTvis cxovreba marTla rTulia. ver warmomidgenia, sxva saqme vakeTo. xalxi modis saxelosnoSi, viRacas naxatis SeZena unda, viRacas – daTvaliereba. es imdenad did sixaruls maniWebs, ver aRgiwerT. madlobeli var RmerTis, rom adamianebs ase ainteresebT mxatvroba.
– mxatvroba rom ara, vin iqnebodiT profesiiT?
– ai, viRac rom ukravs, maSin vxvdebi, rom musika mxatvrobaze magaria, an Zalian hgavs erTmaneTs. . .
– rogor poulobT Sinagan Zalas, iyoT tyupebis deda, warmatebuli mxatvari, romelic aris araerTi jgufuri gamofenis monawile da personaluri gamofenis avtori?
– xatva Terapiaa CemTvis. es rom ar vakeTo da marto yofiTi sakiTxebiT davkavde, albaT ver gavZlebdi. siyvarulia is Zala, romelic ar gvaZlevs modunebis saSualebas da mudmivad siaxleebis Ziebisken gvibiZgebs. sakuTar TavSi yovelTvis vpoulob Zalas, rom ar gavCerde da Cemi Semoqmedeba mTeli gulwrfelobiT mivitano adamianebamde.
– rogor fiqrobT, Tqveni naxatebis daTvalierebis Semdeg, ra emocia euflebaT adamianebs?
– amaze pasuxis gacema gamiWirdeba, radgan individualuria da albaT yvela Tavis ambavs aRmoaCens Cems naxatebSi. Zalian maxarebs maTi Sefasebebi. minda, Cems sayvarel baTums, baTumelebs da, zogadad, TiToeul adamians, visac odnav mainc moswons Cemi Semoqmedeba, madloba gadavuxado. Tqven maZlierebT da majerebT, rom Tu guliT giyvars Seni saqme da dauRalavad emsaxurebi mas, aucileblad daimsaxureb adamianebis gulwrfel mowonebas, ndobas. kidev erTxel, madloba maT siyvarulisTvis.
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